The man she hated : $b or, Won by strategy — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The man she hated : $b or, Won by strategy
John Stuart Mill · en
He thought she referred to the deception that had been practiced in
letting him believe that she was Mrs. Howard’s own daughter so long.
True to his implied promise to Mrs. Howard, he would not let the girl
know that he was disappointed.
He took the beautiful, pale face in his hands and kissed the quivering
rosebud lips.
“Do you think I blame you for being poor, instead of Mrs. Howard’s
heiress?” he said reproachfully. “Nonsense, little darling! I love you
for yourself alone.”
“Oh, Bayard, you are so good to me!” she said gratefully, and she
wondered how she was going to make her confession to him, since he
forbade her to speak of the past.
“But, Bayard,” she began, twisting her white fingers nervously around
each other, and growing paler with every syllable, “I--should like--I
mean, I think I had better--tell you all about my past life.”
“Mrs. Howard has told me all about that, dear little one; there is no
need for you to go over it again,” he said tenderly, adding: “Wait
until some other time, and I will listen.”
And, with a sigh of relief, she accepted the respite, and gladly
put off her confession until some other time, giving herself up
unrestrainedly to the enjoyment of the present.
“I will not think about the past, nor the future. I will be happy in
the present, for I have never had any happiness till now,” she thought,
with a mist in her tender eyes at thought of the weary, toilsome years
of her girlhood, and her mother’s ambition, that had caused such
bitter, tragic results.
Bayard Lorraine declared very soon that the excitement of his love
affair and his absorption in his beautiful betrothed quite prevented
him from going on with his literary work. He could not stay away from
the Florentine villa--he could not keep out of the presence of Fair
long enough to begin a single chapter of the new novel for which his
publisher was impatiently waiting. Even if he could have stayed away
from her, she would have been constantly in his thoughts. He was in
love in the most genuine and romantic fashion, and his love absorbed
his whole soul.
Augustus Frayne came back from his yachting expedition, and found
things just as he had expected when he gave up the field in despair and
went away. His merry sisters chaffed him in secret; his father and
mother silently sympathized with him, for they had coveted charming
Fair for a daughter-in-law, and were disappointed when Bayard Lorraine
won the lovely prize. But Augustus bore it like a hero, wished the
prospective bride much joy, and congratulated the lucky suitor. Then
he began a furious flirtation with a lovely Italian girl at the next
villa, walking over there every day, and spending long hours in her
company, thus leaving a fair field for Fair’s lover.