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"O then," cried Marcellus, "if this be so, make known to me this truth.
For this I have looked for years; for this I have prayed to that Supreme
Being of whom I have heard. You are the possessor of that which I long
to know. The end and aim of my life lies here. The whole night is before
us. Do not put me off, but at once tell me all. Has God, indeed, made
known all this, and have I been ignorant of it?"
Tears of joy glistened in the eyes of the Christians. Honorius murmured
a few words of silent thankfulness and prayer. After which he drew forth
a manuscript, which he handled with tender care.
"Here," said he, "beloved youth, is the word of life which came from
God, which brings such peace and joy to man. In this we can find all
that the soul desires. In these divine words we learn that which we can
find no where else; and though the mind may brood over it for a
lifetime, yet the extent of its glorious truths can never be reached."
Then Honorius opened the book and began to tell of Jesus. He told him of
the long succession of prophets which had heralded his coming, of the
chosen people of God who had kept alive the knowledge of the truth for
so many ages, and of the marvelous works which they had witnessed.
He spoke of his birth, his childhood, his first appearance, his
miracles, his teachings. All this he read, with a few comments of his
own, from the sacred manuscript.
Then he related the treatment which he received, the scorn, contempt,
and persecution which hurried him on to his betrayal.
Finally, he read the story of his death on Calvary.
Upon Marcellus the effect of all this was wonderful. Light seemed to
burst upon his mind. The holiness of God, which turned with abhorrence
from human sin; his justice, which demanded punishment; his patience,
which endured so much; his mercy, which contrived a way to save his
creatures from the ruin which they drew on themselves; his amazing love,
which brought him down to sacrifice himself for their salvation, all
were clear. When Honorius reached the end of the mournful story of
Calvary, and came to the cry, "My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken
me!" he was roused by a sob from Marcellus. Looking up through the tears
which dimmed his own eyes, he saw the form of the strong man bowed, and
his frame quivering with emotion. "No more, no more now," he murmured,
"Let me think of Him:
"'Him who loved us,
Who washed us from our sins,
In his own blood.'"
And Marcellus buried his face in his hands.
Honorius raised his eyes to heaven and prayed. The two were alone, for
their companions had long since departed. The light from a lamp in a
niche behind Honorius but dimly illumined the scene. Thus they remained
in silence for a long time.
At last Marcellus raised his head.
"I feel," said he, "that I too had a part in causing the death of the
Holy One. Read on, more of that word of life, for my own life hangs upon
it."