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The martyr of the catacombs : $b a tale of ancient Rome
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On the morning of the Lord's day he sat around the table of the Lord in
company with other Christians. There they held that simple and affecting
ceremony by which the Christians showed forth the death of Jesus.
Honorius offered up the prayer for blessing on the repast. And for the
first time Marcellus partook of the wine and the bread, the sacred
symbols of the body and blood of his dying Lord.
"And when they had sung a hymn, they went out."
CHAPTER VII.
THE CONFESSION OF FAITH.
"Yea, and all that will live godly in Christ Jesus shall suffer
persecution."
Four days had elapsed since the young soldier had left his chamber.
Eventful days they had been to him; days full of infinite importance.
Endless weal or woe had hung upon their issue. But the search of this
earnest soul after the truth had not been in vain.
His resolution had been taken. On the one side lay fame, honor, and
wealth; on the other, poverty, want, and woe; yet he had made his
choice, and turned to the latter without a moment's hesitation. He chose
rather to suffer affliction with the people of God than to enjoy the
pleasures of sin for a season.
Upon his return he visited the general and reported himself. He informed
him that he had been among the Christians, that he could not execute his
commission, and was willing to take the consequences. The general
sternly ordered him to his quarters.
Here in the midst of deep meditation, while, conjecturing what might be
the issue of all this, he was interrupted by the entrance of Lucullus.
His friend greeted him most affectionately, but was evidently full of
anxiety.
"I have just seen the general," said he, "who sent for me to give me a
message for you. But first tell me what is this that you have done?"
Marcellus then related everything from the time he had left until his
return, concealing nothing whatever. His deep earnestness showed how
strong and true the impression was that had been made upon him. He then
related his interview with his general.
"I entered the room feeling the importance of the step I was taking. I
was about to commit an act of virtual treason, a crime which can only be
punished with death. Yet I could do nothing else.
"He received me graciously, for he thought that I had met with some
important success in my search. I told him that since I left I had been
among the Christians, and from what I had seen of them I had been forced
to change my feelings toward them. I had thought that they were enemies
of the state and worthy of death, but I found that they were loyal
subjects of the emperor and virtuous men. I could never use my sword
against such as these, and rather than do so I would give it up.
"'A soldier's feelings,' said he, 'have no right to interfere with his
duties.'
"'But my duties to the God who made me are stronger than any which I owe
to man.'
"'Has your sympathy with the Christians made you mad?' said he. 'Do you
not know that this is treason?'