The mill house mystery — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The mill house mystery
John Stuart Mill · en
The knowledge which had come to her so suddenly that day, the
conviction that she had in her hands now the clue to the mystery of
the murder, made Rhoda so uneasy that she felt sure she would not be
able to remain long in the household.
How could she go from husband to wife, and back again, with a light
enough heart and a free conscience, when she was burdened, as she now
was, with part, at least, of such an important secret?
Would Lady Sarah wish her to remain at the Mill-house? Rhoda thought
not. It could not be pleasant to the proud little mistress of the
house to feel that there was some one under the same roof who knew so
much as Rhoda did, and she could not fail to look upon the girl as a
spy, and to wonder whether she would keep to herself what she knew.
Rhoda felt that she must prepare for an early departure.
She was very sorry; for she had already attached herself deeply to
little Caryl, while her feeling for the grave, gentle Sir Robert,
having lost the quality of girlish enthusiasm which she had cherished
for him ten years before, had become deeper, more pathetic, in the
knowledge that he was not being treated as he had every right to be by
the woman he loved so loyally and indulged in such a princely fashion.
It was in a very nervous condition that Rhoda rejoined the family at
dinner that evening. She expected to find a difference in Lady Sarah’s
manner towards her, but she was surprised indeed to find what that
difference proved to be.
If she had been kind before, charming, merry, amiable, now Lady Sarah
was infinitely more fascinating, more bent on making herself agreeable
to her son’s companion.
With the most tender concern she asked after the headache which had
been Rhoda’s excuse for leaving them that afternoon. Most sweetly she
insisted that the girl was devoting herself too closely to her care of
Caryl, and that, in order to get some relaxation, she must go
to-morrow to the Chrysanthemum Show.
“Oh, no, it would leave me no time,” objected Rhoda. “You know Lady
Eridge has asked me to tea at the Priory to-morrow afternoon.”
“Never mind. You shall go to the Show, too, and, as one of my sisters
will be with me, I will drop you both at the Priory as we come back.”
It was of no use to attempt to thwart Lady Sarah; she never heeded any
objection to her plans; and Sir Robert, smiling, told Rhoda so when
she still kept up an attempt at protest.
Jack Rotherfield seemed quite untroubled by the discovery Rhoda had
made that afternoon. He chatted so gaily, was so charming, so merry,
and babbled on about things in general with so much easy gaiety that
Sir Robert, who delighted in his conversation, was more animated than
Rhoda had ever seen him before.
She was the only member of the party who was grave, pre-occupied and
unhappy. She knew that Lady Sarah and Jack noticed this, and that Sir
Robert was the only person present who failed to observe the
depression from which she was suffering.