The mill house mystery — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The mill house mystery
John Stuart Mill · en
Rhoda did not doubt that the next stage in the affair would be a
gradual coolness on Sir Robert’s part towards herself, and that soon
she would learn, more or less explicitly, that her honesty was under
suspicion.
In the meantime she dared not breathe a word of her own doubts to any
one, but could only wait to be attacked.
What should she do in the meantime? To ask permission to go away would
be to bring fresh odium upon herself, while to remain would expose her
to the possibility of more suspicion.
Not unnaturally, poor Rhoda found, when the gong sounded for dinner,
that her eyes were red, her face was swollen, and she was emphatically
what women call “not fit to be seen.” However, there was no help for
it. Downstairs she had to go, to endure as best she might the covert
looks of Lady Sarah, and, of course, of Mr. Rotherfield, who, she did
not doubt, would be in the secret of her discomfiture.
Nothing was said about her altered looks; Sir Robert gave her a kind
and reassuring smile, from which she augured, with a ray of comfort,
that he had not yet been induced to doubt her. But Lady Sarah and Jack
Rotherfield did not appear to notice the change in her appearance,
and, although the master of the house was not so lively as he usually
was in the society of his late ward, his wife and Jack kept the
conversation alive during dinner.
Rhoda would have escaped upstairs at once on leaving the dining-room,
but Lady Sarah detained her, saying that they wanted her to play and
sing for them again.
“Won’t you excuse me to-night, Lady Sarah? Really, I’m not at all
well,” said Rhoda.
Lady Sarah pulled her down the stairs peremtorily.
“Nonsense,” whispered she. “I know all about it. I know what’s the
matter. Only of course I couldn’t allude to it before the servants.
Come into the drawing-room and let us talk it over.”
Trembling and reluctant, but unable to resist the wilful beauty, even
though she hated her for her dissimilation and her treachery, Rhoda
had to consent to a _tête-à-tête_ which she would have given the
world to avoid.
In to the brightly lighted apartment, therefore, which could scarcely
be recognised as the old drawing-room where the unhappy Langton had
met his death, Rhoda was dragged. Lady Sarah threw her down into the
deep-seated settee near the fireplace, and pulling across the floor a
high round stool, she seated herself upon it, embraced her knees like
a child, and nodded gravely at the girl two or three times.
“Yes, I know all about it,” she said. “Sir Robert told me. Some wretch
has stolen three or four of Sir Robert’s patch-boxes, and you and he
thinks that your keys or his must have been got at. It’s very
unpleasant and uncomfortable, and I’m sorry for your sake. But not so
much for any other. It will be a lesson to Sir Robert not to waste so
much money as he does on things that he could enjoy just as well in a
museum, and which can never be made quite safe in a private house.”
Rhoda stared at her stupidly.