The mill house mystery — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The mill house mystery
John Stuart Mill · en
In spite of the strength of her suspicions, it was strange that
Rhoda’s interest in Lady Sarah grew stronger from that evening when
she became fairly certain in her own mind that the lady had
appropriated the snuff-boxes from her husband’s collection.
Torn by doubts as to what the meaning of the theft could be, since
Lady Sarah seemed to be plentifully supplied with money, on the one
hand, and since she seemed to have no intention of getting Rhoda into
disgrace, upon the other, Rhoda scarcely wavered in her belief.
She could not, certainly, have offered any very sound reasons for it;
but with the illogical springing to an opinion which so often serves
with a woman as well as strong reasoning powers, she caught and held
fast to the idea that Lady Sarah had stolen the snuff-boxes, and
moreover, that Jack Rotherfield knew all about it.
In spite of this belief, however, Rhoda felt that she had more
sympathy with Sir Robert’s erratic wife after that night than she had
had before. The few moments’ talk they had had together had opened her
eyes to the fact that, if Sir Robert was disappointed in the woman who
had inspired such a passion within him, she, on her side, was by
nature unfitted to find much happiness or even contentment in his
society.
Her husband bored her.
There was something in the mellow tones of his voice that irritated
and depressed her, something in his sedate manner that seemed to her
ridiculous when it was not deadening.
For while he had married her under the influence of passion, she, on
her side, had been under the influence of no such idealising feeling.
On the one hand, he was the more to be pitied, in that he had married
her under the spell of an illusion. On the other, she had been
practically forced by circumstances to give her hand to a man who,
whatever her respect for him might be, could not, in the nature of
things, be expected to realise her girlish ideal.
Rhoda was very unhappy. No further allusion was made by Sir Robert to
his loss, and she helped him as before. But they could not help
feeling conscious of that unfortunate incident, and worrying their
heads about it, while Lady Sarah was always making new suggestions as
to traps and plots for the discovery of the dishonest person, to none
of which the good-natured baronet would agree.
On the third day after the loss they all got something fresh to occupy
themselves with, in the return home of Minnie Mallory and her brother
George, who had got an extension of his vacation on the plea of
ill-health: he having had a slight attack of what he said was
influenza, of which he had made the most.
They were much amused to hear who Rhoda was, having retained a dim
remembrance of the tall pale girl with the lank hair who had told
George that listening at keyholes was ungentlemanly.