He arose and approached me courteously. "You are doing what you
consider to be your duty," said he. "In other words than my mother
used, I simply add, on _our_ heads must be the consequences." And his
grave look, at once half-sad and half-determined, impressed me for the
first time with a certain sort of sympathy for this unhappy family.
"And this leads me to the purpose of my call," he proceeded,
deferentially. "I am here at my mothers wish, and I bring you her
apologies. Though you have done and are doing wrong by your persistence
in carrying out my poor father's wishes to the detriment of his memory,
my mother regrets that she spoke to you in the manner she did, and
hopes you will not allow it to stand in the way of your conducting the
funeral services."
"Mr. Pollard," I replied, "your father was my friend, and to no other
man could I delegate the privilege of uttering prayers over his
remains. But I would not be frank to you nor true to myself if I did
not add that it will take more than an apology from your mother to
convince me that she wishes me well, or is, indeed, any thing but the
enemy her looks proclaimed her to be last night."
"I am sorry----" he began, but meeting my eye, stopped. "You possess a
moral courage which I envy you," he declared. And waiving the subject
of his mother, he proceeded to inform me concerning the funeral and the
arrangements which had been made.
I listened calmly. In the presence of this man I felt strong. Though he
knew the secret of my weakness, and possibly despised me for it, he
also knew what indeed he had just acknowledged, that in some respects I
was on a par with him.
The arrangements were soon made, and he took his leave without any
further allusion to personal matters. But I noticed that at the door he
stopped and cast a look of inquiry around the room. It disconcerted me
somewhat; and while I found it difficult to express to myself the
nature of the apprehensions which it caused, I inwardly resolved to rid
myself as soon as possible of the responsibility of holding Mr.
Pollard's will. If Mr. Nicholls did not return by the day of the
funeral, I would go myself to Boston and find him.
No occurrence worth mentioning followed this interview with Dwight
Pollard. I conducted the services as I had promised, but found nothing
to relate concerning them, save the fact that Mrs. Pollard was not
present. She had been very much prostrated by her husband's death, and
was not able to leave her room, or so it was said. I mistrusted the
truth of this, however, but must acknowledge I was glad to be relieved
of a presence not only so obnoxious to myself, but so out of tune with
the occasion. I could ignore Guy, subtle and secret as he was, but this
woman could not be ignored. Where she was, there brooded something
dark, mysterious, and threatening; and whether she smiled or frowned,
the influence of her spirit was felt by a vague oppression at once
impossible to analyze or escape from.