It was well that I had this confidence, for the time I now had to wait
was long. But I lived it through and at last had the joy of hearing
footsteps and the voice of Guy saying in a dry and satisfied tone: "It
is all right," after which the face of Dwight looked over the edge of
the vat and he gave me the help which was needed to lift me out.
I was a free man again. I had slipped from the gates of hell, and the
world with all its joys and duties lay before me bright and beautiful
as love and hope could make it. Yet whether it was the gloom of the
cellar in which we still lingered, or the baleful influence that
emanated, from the three persons in whose presence I once more stood, I
felt a strange sinking at my heart and found myself looking back at the
pit from which I had just escaped, with a sensation of remorse, as if
in its horrid depths I had left or lost something which must create a
void within me forever.
My meditations in this regard were interrupted by the voice of Guy.
"David Barrows," said he, "we hold the paper which was given you by my
father."
I bowed with a slight intimation of impatience.
"We have looked at it and it is as he said, his will. But it is not
such a one as we feared, and to-morrow, or as soon as we can restore
the seal, we shall return it to you for such disposition as your
judgment suggests."
I stared at him in an amazement that made me forget my shame.
"You will give it back?" I repeated.
"To-morrow," he laconically replied.
XXII
THE CYPHER.
Ah, my false heart, what hast thou done?
This is a story of fact; it is also a story of mental struggle. I shall
not, therefore, be considered too diffuse if I say that this unlooked
for ending to my unhappy adventure threw me into a strange turmoil of
feeling, from which I had no rest until the next day came. That they
should promise to restore the will, to obtain which they had resorted
to measures almost criminal in their severity, awoke in me the greatest
astonishment. What could it mean? I waited to see the will before
replying.
It came, as Guy Pollard had promised, at noon of the following day. It
was in a new envelope, and was sealed just as it had been before it
left my possession. Had I not known into what unscrupulous hands it had
fallen, I should have doubted if it had ever been opened. As it was, I
was not only confident that it had been read from end to end, but
fearful that it had been tampered with, and perhaps altered. To get it
out of my hands, and if possible, my mind also, I carried it at once to
Mr. Nicholls, who, I had ascertained that morning, had returned to town
the day before.
He received me with affability, but looked a little surprised when he
learned my errand.
"I was just going to call on the family," said he; "I drew up Mr.
Pollard's will myself, and---"
"You drew up Mr. Pollard's will?" I hastily interrupted. "You know,
then, its contents, and can tell me---"