"Pardon me," he as hastily put in, "the family have the first right to
a knowledge of what Mr. Pollard has done for them."
I felt myself at a loss. To explain my rights and the great desire
which I experienced to ascertain whether the tenor of the paper he now
held coincided with that which he had submitted to Mr. Pollard for his
signature, necessitated a full relation of facts which I was not yet
certain ought to be made public. For if the will had not been meddled
with, and Mr. Pollard's wishes stood in no danger of being slighted or
ignored, what else but a most unhappy scandal could accrue from the
revelation which I should be forced to make? Then, my own part in the
miserable affair. If not productive of actual evil, it was still
something to blush for, and I had not yet reached that stage of
repentance or humility which made it easy to show the world a weakness
for which I had no pity nor sympathy myself. Yet to guard the interests
with which I had been entrusted, it was absolutely necessary that the
question which so much disturbed me should be answered. For, if any
change had been made in this important paper by which the disposition
of Mr. Pollard's property should be turned aside from the channel in
which he had ordered it, I felt that no consideration for the public
welfare or my own good fame should hinder me from challenging its
validity.
My embarrassment evidently showed itself, for the acute lawyer, after a
momentary scrutiny of my face, remarked:
"You say Mr. Pollard gave you this will to hand to me. Do you know the
cause of this rather extraordinary proceeding, or have you any
suspicion why, in the event of his desiring me to have in charge a
paper which ought to be safe enough in his own house, he choose his
pastor for his messenger instead of one of his own sons?"
"Mr. Nicholls," I returned, with inward satisfaction for the
opportunity thus given me for reply, "the secrets which are confided to
a clergyman are as sacred as those which are entrusted to a lawyer. I
could not tell you my suspicions if I had any; I can only state the
facts. One thing, however, I will add. That owing to circumstances
which I cannot explain, but greatly regret, this paper has been out of
my hands for a short time, and in speaking as I did, I wished merely to
state that it would be a satisfaction to me to know that no harm has
befallen it, and that this is the very will in spirit and detail which
you drew up and saw signed by Mr. Pollard."
"Oh," exclaimed the lawyer, "if that is all, I can soon satisfy you."
And tearing open the envelope, he ran his eye over the document and
quietly nodded.
"It is the same," he declared. "There has been no meddling here."
And feeling myself greatly relieved, I rose without further
conversation and hastily took my leave.