My own call to breakfast came sooner than I anticipated; soon enough,
indeed, for me to expect to find Mr. Pollard and his sister still at
the table. It therefore took some courage for me to respond to the
summons, especially as I had to go alone, my companion, of course,
refusing to leave his mother. But a glance in the hall-mirror, as I
went by, encouraged me, for it was no weak woman's face I encountered,
and if Mrs. Harrington was as beautiful as she was haughty, and as
haughty as she was beautiful, Constance Sterling at least asked no
favors and showed no embarrassment. Indeed, I had never felt more
myself than when I lifted the _portiere_ from before the dining-room
door and stepped in under the gaze of these two contradictory beings,
either of which exerted an influence calculated to overawe a person in
my position. The past----But what have I promised myself and you? Not
the past, then, but my present will and determination made the ordeal
easy.
Mr. Pollard, who is certainly a man to attract any woman's eye, rose
gravely as I approached, and presented me with what struck me as a
somewhat emphasized respect, to his sister. Her greeting was nothing
more nor less than what I expected--that is, indifferently
civil,--though I thought I detected a little glimmer of curiosity in
the corner of her eye, as if some words had passed in regard to me that
made her anxious to know what sort of a woman I was.
But my faculty for observation was very wide-awake that morning, and I
may have imagined this, especially as she did not look at me again till
she had finished her breakfast and rose to quit the room. Then, indeed,
she threw me a hurried glance, half searching, half doubtful in its
character, as if she hesitated whether she ought to leave us alone
together. Instantly a wild thrill passed through me, and I came
perilously near blushing. But the momentary emotion, if emotion it
could be called, was soon lost in the deeper feeling which ensued when
Mrs. Harrington, pausing at the door, observed, with a forced lightness:
"By-the-way, where is Mr. Barrows? I thought he was always on hand in
time of trouble."
I looked at her; somehow, I dared not look at her brother; and, while
making to myself such trivial observations as, "She has not been told
the truth," and, "They took good care she should overhear no gossip at
the station," I was inwardly agitating myself with the new thought,
"Can _she_ have had any thing to do with Mr. Barrows? Can she be the
woman he was engaged to before he fell in love with Ada?"
The expression of her face, turned though
It was full upon us, told nothing, and my attention, though not my
glances, passed to Mr. Pollard, who, motionless in his place, hesitated
what reply to give to this simple question.
"Guy has not told you, then," said he, "what caused the shock that has
prostrated our mother?"
"No," she returned, coming quickly back.