"Ah, this is mere bait!" I thought, and was tempted to indignantly
repel the hand he held out; but something restrained me which I am to
proud to call fear, and which in reality I do not think was fear, so
much as it was wonder and a desire to understand the full motive of a
condescension I could not but feel was unprecedented in this arrogant
nature. I therefore gave him my hand, but in a steady, mechanical way
that I flattered myself committed me to nothing; though the slight but
unmistakable pressure he returned seemed to show that he took it for a
sign of amity, if not of absolute surrender.
"You relieve me of a great weight," he acknowledged. "Had you been of
the commonplace type of woman, you might have made it very
uncomfortable for us." "And what have I said and done," I could not
help remarking, though neither so bitterly nor with so much irony as I
might have done had that desire of which I have spoken been less keen
than it was, "to lead you to think I shall not yet do so?"
"Your glance is your surety," was the response he made. "That and your
honest hand, which does not lightly fall in that of a stranger." And
with a real smile now, though it was by no means the reassuring and
perhaps attractive one he doubtless meant it to be, he fixed me with
his subtle glance, in which I began to read a meaning, if not a
purpose, that made the blood leap indignantly to my heart, and caused
me to feel as if I had somehow stumbled into a snare from which it
would take more than ordinary skill and patience to escape.
A look down the shadowy room restored my equanimity, however. It was
all so unreal, so ghostly, I could not help acknowledging to myself
that I was moving in a dream which exaggerated every impression I
received, even that which might be given by the bold gaze of an
unscrupulous man. So I determined not to believe in it, or in any thing
else I should see that night, unless it were in the stern soul of the
woman who had just died; a qualification which my mind could not help
making to itself as my eyes fell again upon her portrait, with its
cruel, unrelenting expression.
"You do not feel at home!" exclaimed Guy, interpreting according to his
needs my silence and the look I had thrown about me. "I do not wonder,"
he pursued. "Dreariness like this has little to do with youth and
beauty. But I hope"--here he took a step nearer, while that meaning
look--oh, my God! was I deceiving myself?--deepened in his eyes--"I
hope the day will come when you will see the sunshine stream through
the gloom of these dim recesses, and in the new cheer infused into the
life of this old mansion forget the scenes of horror that encompassed
the beginning of our friendship." And with a bow that seemed to
intimate that necessity, and not his wishes, forced him to terminate
this interview, he was stepping back, when the door opened quickly
behind him, and the face of Dwight Pollard showed itself on the
threshold.