"You left us very suddenly yesterday, miss. Of course that is your own
business, and I have nothing to say against it. But I thought if you
knew what might be gained by staying--" She paused and gave me a look
that was almost like an appeal.
But I would not help her out.
"Why," she went on desperately, with a backward toss of her head, "you
might think as how we was not such very bad folks after all. I am sure
you would make a very nice mistress to work for, Miss Sterling," she
simpered; "and if you would just let me help you with your hair as I
did old Mrs. Pollard--"
Angry, mortified, and ashamed of myself that I had listened to her so
far, I turned on her with a look that seemed to make some impression
even upon her.
"How dare you--" I began, then paused, shocked at my own imprudence in
thus betraying the depth of the feelings she had aroused. "I beg your
pardon," I immediately added, recovering my composure by a determined
effort; "you doubtless did not consider that you are not in a position
to speak such words to me. Even if your insinuations meant any thing
serious, which I will not believe, our acquaintance"--I am afraid I
threw some sarcasm into that word--"has scarcely been long enough to
warrant you in approaching me on any subject of a personal nature,
least of all one that involves the names of those you live with and
have served so long. If you have nothing better to say--"
She rose with a jerk that seemed to my eyes as much an expression of
disappointment as anger, and took a reluctant step or two towards the
door.
"I am sure I meant no offence, miss," she stammered, and took another
step still more reluctantly than before.
I trembled. Outrageous as it may seem, I wished at this moment that
honor and dignity would allow me to call her back and question her as
to the motive and meaning of her extraordinary conduct. For the thought
had suddenly struck me that she might be a messenger--a most unworthy
and humiliating one it is true,--and yet in some sort of a way a
messenger, and my curiosity rose just in proportion as my pride
rebelled.
Anice, who was not lacking in wit, evidently felt, if she could not
see, the struggle she had awakened in my mind, for she turned and gave
me a look I no longer had the courage to resent.
"It is only something I overheard Mr. Guy say to his brother," she
faltered, opening and shutting her parasol with a nervous hand; then,
as I let my hair suddenly fall from my grasp, in the rush of relief I
felt, blurted out: "You have beautiful hair, miss; I don't wonder Mr.
Guy should say, 'One of us two must marry that girl,'" and was gone
like a flash from the room, leaving me in a state that bordered on
stupefaction.