She seemed to be rather proud of it, and as I did not see my way just
then to acquire any further information, I sank with a weary air into a
chair, turning the conversation as I did so upon other and totally
irrelevant topics. But no topic was of much interest to her, that did
not in some way involve Mr. Barrows; and after a few minutes of
desultory chat, she pleaded the excuse of business and hurriedly left
the room.
XVI.
THE GREEN ENVELOPE.
Sir, you shall understand what hath befall'n,
Which, as I think, you know not. Here is a letter.
--OTHELLO.
Her departure was a relief to me. First, because I had heard so much, I
wanted an opportunity of digesting it; and, secondly, because of my
interest in the engraving she had shown me, and the impatience I felt
to study it more closely. I took it up the moment she closed the door.
It was the picture of a martyr, and had evidently been cut from some
good-sized book. It represented a man clothed in a long white garment,
standing with his back to the stake, and his hand held out to the
flames, which were slowly consuming it. As a work of art, it was
ordinary; as the illustration of some mighty fact, it was full of
suggestion. I gazed at it for a long time, and then turned to the
bookcase. Was the book from which it had been taken there? I eagerly
hoped so. For, ignorant as I may seem to you, I did not know the
picture or the incident it represented; and I was anxious to know both.
For Mr. Barrows was not the man to disfigure a work of art by covering
it with a coarse print like this unless he had a motive; and how could
even a suspicion of that motive be mine, without a full knowledge of
just what this picture implied?
But though I looked from end to end of the various shelves before me, I
did not succeed in finding the volume from which this engraving had
been taken. Large books were there in plenty, but none of the exact
size of the print I held in my hand. I own I was disappointed, and
turned away from the bookcase at last with a feeling of having been
baffled on the verge of some very interesting discovery.
The theory advanced with so much assurance by Mrs. Simpson had not met
with much credence on my part. I believed her facts, but not the
conclusions she drew from them. Nothing she had related to me convinced
me that Mr. Barrows was in any way insane; nor could I imagine for a
moment that he could be so without the knowledge of Ada, if not of his
associates and friends.