I saw my father waver, and guessed this unwonted liberality on the
part of the doctor was calculated to some end of his own. In an access
of rage I seized the full bottle and spun it with all my might against
the wooden wall of the room. It crashed into a thousand flying
splinters, and the pungent liquor flooded the floor beneath.
For an instant the doctor stood quite dumfounded, and went all the
colors of the prism. Then he walked very gently to the door and turned
on the threshold.
“You were always an unlicked cub,” he said, softly, “but this
transcends all your past pleasantries.”
“I mean it too,” I said, still in a towering passion. “I intend it as
a hint that you had best keep away from here. I’ve no cause to
remember you with love, and from this time, understand, you’ve no
claim of friendship upon this household.”
“I will remember,” he said. “I always do. Perhaps I’ve another sort of
claim, though. Who knows?”
He nodded at me grimly once or twice, like an evil mandarin, and
walked off, down the stairs.
I looked at my father. He was sitting, his hands clasping the elbows
of his chair, with a wild, lost look upon his face.
“What have you done?” he whispered. “Renalt, what have you done? We
are in that man’s power to ruin us at a word!”
CHAPTER XXXI.
ONE MYSTERY EXPLAINED.
The explanation I had desired for the morrow I determined to bring
about there and then. I went and stood above the old man and looked
down upon him.
“Dad,” I said, softly, “once before, if you remember, I came to you
heart-full of the question that I am now going to put to you again. I
was a boy then, and likely you did right in refusing me your
confidence. Now I am a man, and, dad, a man whose soul has been badly
wounded in its sore struggle with life.”
He had drooped forward as I began, but at this he raised his head and
looked me earnestly in the eyes.
“I know, Renalt. It was I broke the bottle then, as you have now. You
have taken the lead into your own hands. What is it you’d ask?”
“Don’t you know, dad?”
“Yes, I know. Give me a little time and perhaps some day I’ll tell
you.”
“Why not now, dad?”
He seemed to muse a little space, with his brows gone into furrows of
calculation.
“Why not?” he muttered. “Why not?”
Suddenly he leaned forward and said softly:
“Has it ever concerned you to think what might be the source of your
father’s income?”
“I have thought of it, dad, many and many a time. It wasn’t for me to
ask. I have tried to force myself to believe that it came from our
grandfather.”
“He was a just man, Renalt, and a hard. I married against his will and
he never spoke to me afterward.”
“But the mill----”
“The mill he left to me, as it had been left to him. He would not, in
his justice, deprive me of the means of living. ‘What my hands have
wrought of this, his may do,’ he wrote. But all his little personal
estate he willed elsewhere.”
“And you never worked the mill?”