The mill of silence — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The mill of silence
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Mr. Ripley had, however, other strings to his bow, or he would not
have prospered. He did a good business in bookselling and was even now
and again successful in the more conventional publishing line. In this
connection I chanced to be of some service to him, to which
circumstance I owed a considerable improvement in my position after I
had been with him getting on a year. He had long contemplated, and at
length begun to work upon, a series of handbooks on British birds and
insects, dealt with county by county. In the compilation of these much
research was necessary, wherein I proved myself a useful and
painstaking coadjutor. In addition, however, my own knowledge of the
subject was fairly extensive as regarded Hampshire, which county, and
especially that part of it about Winton, is rich in lepidoptera of a
rare order. I may say I fairly earned the praise he bestowed upon me,
which was tinged, perhaps, with a trifle of jealousy on his part, due
to the fact that the section I touched proved to be undoubtedly the
most popular of the series, as judged subsequently by returns.
Not to push on too fast, however, I must hark back to the day of my
engagement, which was marked by my introduction to one who eventually
exercised a considerable influence over my destinies.
During the course of that first morning Mr. Ripley sent me for some
copies of a pamphlet that were in order of sewing down below. By his
direction I descended a spiral staircase of iron and found myself in
the composing-room. At a heavy iron-sheeted table stood my new-found
friend, who was, despite his youth, the valued foreman of this
department. He hailed me with glee and asked: “What success?”
“All right, thanks to you,” I said; “and where may the bookbinding
place be and Dolly Mellison?”
“Oh, you’re for there, are you?” he said, with I thought a rather
curious look at me, and he pointed to a side door.
Passing through this I found myself in a long room, flanked to the
left with many machines and to the right with a row of girls who were
classifying, folding or sewing the sheets of print recent from the
press.
“I’m to ask for Dolly Mellison,” I said, addressing the girl at my end
of the row.
“Well, you won’t have far to go,” she said. “I’m her.”
She was a pretty, slim lily of a thing, lithe and pale, with large
gray eyes and coiled hair like a rope of sun-burned barleystraw, and
her fingers petted her task as if that were so much hat-trimming.
“I’m sent by Mr. Ripley for copies of a pamphlet on ‘The Supineness of
Theologicians,’” I said.
“I’m at work on it,” she answered. “Wait a bit till I’ve finished the
dozen.”
She glanced at me now and again without pausing in her work.
“You’re from the country, aren’t you?”
“Yes. How do you know?”
“A little bird told me. What gave you those red cheeks?”
“The sight of you,” I said. I was growing up.
“I’m nothing to be ashamed of, am I?” she asked, with a pert laugh.