The mill of silence — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The mill of silence
John Stuart Mill · en
“What we can get,” said my brother, sleepily.
“But I mean--where does it come from; who provides it?”
“Oh, don’t bother, Renny. We have enough to eat and drink and do as we
like. What more do you want?”
“I don’t know. I want to know, that’s all. I can’t tell why. Where
does the money come from?”
“Tom Tiddler. He was our grandfather.”
“Don’t be a fool. Dad never worked the mill that we remember.”
“But Tom Tiddler did before him.”
“Not to the tune that would keep four loafers in idleness for sixteen
years.”
“Well, I don’t care. Perhaps dad’s a highwayman.”
I kicked at the grass impatiently.
“It must end some day, you know.”
Jason tilted his cap from his eyes and blinked at me.
“What d’ye mean, piggy?”
“Suppose dad died or went mad?”
“We’d sell the mill and have a rare time of it.”
“Oh, you great clown! Sell it for what? Driftwood? And how long would
the rare time last?”
“You’re mighty particular to-day. I hate answering questions. Let me
alone.”
“I won’t,” I said, viciously. “I want your opinion.”
“Well, it’s that you’re a precious fool!”
“What for?”
“To bother your head with what you can’t answer, when the sun’s
shining.”
“I can’t help bothering my head,” I said. “I’ve been bothering it, I
think, ever since dad gave old Crackenthorpe that medal last year.”
Jason sat up.
“So you noticed it, too,” he said. “Renny, there’s depths in the old
man that we sha’n’t plumb.”
“Well, I’ve taken to thinking of things a bit,” said I.
Jason--so named, at any period (I never saw a register of the
christening of any one of us) because of his golden fleece, shook it
and set to whistling softly.
His name--Modred’s, too--mine was Renalt, and more local--were
evidence of my father’s superior culture as compared with most of his
class. They were odd, if you like, but having a little knowledge and
fancifulness to back them, gave proof of a certain sum of desultory
reading on his part; the spirit of which was transmitted to his
children.
I was throwing myself back with a dissatisfied grunt, when of a sudden
a shrill screech came toward us from a point apparently on the river
path fifty yards lower down. We jumped to our feet and raced headlong
in the direction of the sound. Nothing was to be seen. It was not
until the cry was repeated, almost from under our very feet, that we
realized the reason of it.