“It’s about Philoctetes, the lame man I was telling you of yesterday,”
he answered, resting his head on his hand, and looking at her as if he
were not at all sorry to be interrupted. Maggie, in her absent way,
continued to lean forward, resting on her arms and moving her feet
about, while her dark eyes got more and more fixed and vacant, as if
she had quite forgotten Philip and his book.
“Maggie,” said Philip, after a minute or two, still leaning on his
elbow and looking at her, “if you had had a brother like me, do you
think you should have loved him as well as Tom?”
Maggie started a little on being roused from her reverie, and said,
“What?” Philip repeated his question.
“Oh, yes, better,” she answered immediately. “No, not better; because I
don’t think I _could_ love you better than Tom. But I should be so
sorry,—_so sorry_ for you.”
Philip coloured; he had meant to imply, would she love him as well in
spite of his deformity, and yet when she alluded to it so plainly, he
winced under her pity. Maggie, young as she was, felt her mistake.
Hitherto she had instinctively behaved as if she were quite unconscious
of Philip’s deformity; her own keen sensitiveness and experience under
family criticism sufficed to teach her this as well as if she had been
directed by the most finished breeding.
“But you are so very clever, Philip, and you can play and sing,” she
added quickly. “I wish you _were_ my brother. I’m very fond of you. And
you would stay at home with me when Tom went out, and you would teach
me everything; wouldn’t you,—Greek and everything?”
“But you’ll go away soon, and go to school, Maggie,” said Philip, “and
then you’ll forget all about me, and not care for me any more. And then
I shall see you when you’re grown up, and you’ll hardly take any notice
of me.”
“Oh, no, I sha’n’t forget you, I’m sure,” said Maggie, shaking her head
very seriously. “I never forget anything, and I think about everybody
when I’m away from them. I think about poor Yap; he’s got a lump in his
throat, and Luke says he’ll die. Only don’t you tell Tom, because it
will vex him so. You never saw Yap; he’s a queer little dog,—nobody
cares about him but Tom and me.”
“Do you care as much about me as you do about Yap, Maggie?” said
Philip, smiling rather sadly.
“Oh, yes, I should think so,” said Maggie, laughing.
“I’m very fond of _you_, Maggie; I shall never forget _you_,” said
Philip, “and when I’m very unhappy, I shall always think of you, and
wish I had a sister with dark eyes, just like yours.”
“Why do you like my eyes?” said Maggie, well pleased. She had never
heard any one but her father speak of her eyes as if they had merit.
“I don’t know,” said Philip. “They’re not like any other eyes. They
seem trying to speak,—trying to speak kindly. I don’t like other people
to look at me much, but I like you to look at me, Maggie.”