The Mill on the Floss — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Mill on the Floss
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“Why, I think you’re fonder of me than Tom is,” said Maggie, rather
sorrowfully. Then, wondering how she could convince Philip that she
could like him just as well, although he was crooked, she said:
“Should you like me to kiss you, as I do Tom? I will, if you like.”
“Yes, very much; nobody kisses me.”
Maggie put her arm round his neck and kissed him quite earnestly.
“There now,” she said, “I shall always remember you, and kiss you when
I see you again, if it’s ever so long. But I’ll go now, because I think
Mr Askern’s done with Tom’s foot.”
When their father came the second time, Maggie said to him, “Oh,
father, Philip Wakem is so very good to Tom; he is such a clever boy,
and I _do_ love him. And you love him too, Tom, don’t you? _Say_ you
love him,” she added entreatingly.
Tom coloured a little as he looked at his father, and said: “I sha’n’t
be friends with him when I leave school, father; but we’ve made it up
now, since my foot has been bad, and he’s taught me to play at
draughts, and I can beat him.”
“Well, well,” said Mr Tulliver, “if he’s good to you, try and make him
amends, and be good to _him_. He’s a poor crooked creature, and takes
after his dead mother. But don’t you be getting too thick with him;
he’s got his father’s blood in him too. Ay, ay, the gray colt may
chance to kick like his black sire.”
The jarring natures of the two boys effected what Mr Tulliver’s
admonition alone might have failed to effect; in spite of Philip’s new
kindness, and Tom’s answering regard in this time of his trouble, they
never became close friends. When Maggie was gone, and when Tom
by-and-by began to walk about as usual, the friendly warmth that had
been kindled by pity and gratitude died out by degrees, and left them
in their old relation to each other. Philip was often peevish and
contemptuous; and Tom’s more specific and kindly impressions gradually
melted into the old background of suspicion and dislike toward him as a
queer fellow, a humpback, and the son of a rogue. If boys and men are
to be welded together in the glow of transient feeling, they must be
made of metal that will mix, else they inevitably fall asunder when the
heat dies out.
Chapter VII.
The Golden Gates Are Passed