The Mill on the Floss — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Mill on the Floss
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So Tom went on even to the fifth half-year—till he was turned
sixteen—at King’s Lorton, while Maggie was growing with a rapidity
which her aunts considered highly reprehensible, at Miss Firniss’s
boarding-school in the ancient town of Laceham on the Floss, with
cousin Lucy for her companion. In her early letters to Tom she had
always sent her love to Philip, and asked many questions about him,
which were answered by brief sentences about Tom’s toothache, and a
turf-house which he was helping to build in the garden, with other
items of that kind. She was pained to hear Tom say in the holidays that
Philip was as queer as ever again, and often cross. They were no longer
very good friends, she perceived; and when she reminded Tom that he
ought always to love Philip for being so good to him when his foot was
bad, he answered: “Well, it isn’t my fault; _I_ don’t do anything to
him.” She hardly ever saw Philip during the remainder of their
school-life; in the Midsummer holidays he was always away at the
seaside, and at Christmas she could only meet him at long intervals in
the street of St Ogg’s. When they did meet, she remembered her promise
to kiss him, but, as a young lady who had been at a boarding-school,
she knew now that such a greeting was out of the question, and Philip
would not expect it. The promise was void, like so many other sweet,
illusory promises of our childhood; void as promises made in Eden
before the seasons were divided, and when the starry blossoms grew side
by side with the ripening peach,—impossible to be fulfilled when the
golden gates had been passed.
But when their father was actually engaged in the long-threatened
lawsuit, and Wakem, as the agent at once of Pivart and Old Harry, was
acting against him, even Maggie felt, with some sadness, that they were
not likely ever to have any intimacy with Philip again; the very name
of Wakem made her father angry, and she had once heard him say that if
that crook-backed son lived to inherit his father’s ill-gotten gains,
there would be a curse upon him. “Have as little to do with him at
school as you can, my lad,” he said to Tom; and the command was obeyed
the more easily because Mr Sterling by this time had two additional
pupils; for though this gentleman’s rise in the world was not of that
meteor-like rapidity which the admirers of his extemporaneous eloquence
had expected for a preacher whose voice demanded so wide a sphere, he
had yet enough of growing prosperity to enable him to increase his
expenditure in continued disproportion to his income.