Maggie could not utter it. But the suspense was intolerable to Tom. A
vague idea of going to prison, as a consequence of debt, was the shape
his fears had begun to take.
“Where’s my father?” he said impatiently. “_Tell_ me, Maggie.”
“He’s at home,” said Maggie, finding it easier to reply to that
question. “But,” she added, after a pause, “not himself—he fell off his
horse. He has known nobody but me ever since—he seems to have lost his
senses. O father, father——”
With these last words, Maggie’s sobs burst forth with the more violence
for the previous struggle against them. Tom felt that pressure of the
heart which forbids tears; he had no distinct vision of their troubles
as Maggie had, who had been at home; he only felt the crushing weight
of what seemed unmitigated misfortune. He tightened his arm almost
convulsively round Maggie as she sobbed, but his face looked rigid and
tearless, his eyes blank,—as if a black curtain of cloud had suddenly
fallen on his path.
But Maggie soon checked herself abruptly; a single thought had acted on
her like a startling sound.
“We must set out, Tom, we must not stay. Father will miss me; we must
be at the turnpike at ten to meet the coach.” She said this with hasty
decision, rubbing her eyes, and rising to seize her bonnet.
Tom at once felt the same impulse, and rose too. “Wait a minute,
Maggie,” he said. “I must speak to Mr Stelling, and then we’ll go.”
He thought he must go to the study where the pupils were; but on his
way he met Mr Stelling, who had heard from his wife that Maggie
appeared to be in trouble when she asked for her brother, and now that
he thought the brother and sister had been alone long enough, was
coming to inquire and offer his sympathy.
“Please, sir, I must go home,” Tom said abruptly, as he met Mr Stelling
in the passage. “I must go back with my sister directly. My father’s
lost his lawsuit—he’s lost all his property—and he’s very ill.”
Mr Stelling felt like a kind-hearted man; he foresaw a probable money
loss for himself, but this had no appreciable share in his feeling,
while he looked with grave pity at the brother and sister for whom
youth and sorrow had begun together. When he knew how Maggie had come,
and how eager she was to get home again, he hurried their departure,
only whispering something to Mrs Stelling, who had followed him, and
who immediately left the room.
Tom and Maggie were standing on the door-step, ready to set out, when
Mrs Stelling came with a little basket, which she hung on Maggie’s arm,
saying: “Do remember to eat something on the way, dear.” Maggie’s heart
went out toward this woman whom she had never liked, and she kissed her
silently. It was the first sign within the poor child of that new sense
which is the gift of sorrow,—that susceptibility to the bare offices of
humanity which raises them into a bond of loving fellowship, as to
haggard men among the ice-bergs the mere presence of an ordinary
comrade stirs the deep fountains of affection.