The Mill on the Floss — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Mill on the Floss
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Mr Stelling put his hand on Tom’s shoulder and said: “God bless you, my
boy; let me know how you get on.” Then he pressed Maggie’s hand; but
there were no audible good-byes. Tom had so often thought how joyful he
should be the day he left school “for good”! And now his school years
seemed like a holiday that had come to an end.
The two slight youthful figures soon grew indistinct on the distant
road,—were soon lost behind the projecting hedgerow.
They had gone forth together into their life of sorrow, and they would
never more see the sunshine undimmed by remembered cares. They had
entered the thorny wilderness, and the golden gates of their childhood
had forever closed behind them.
BOOK THIRD
THE DOWNFALL.
Chapter I.
What Had Happened at Home
When Mr Tulliver first knew the fact that the lawsuit was decided
against him, and that Pivart and Wakem were triumphant, every one who
happened to observe him at the time thought that, for so confident and
hot-tempered a man, he bore the blow remarkably well. He thought so
himself; he thought he was going to show that if Wakem or anybody else
considered him crushed, they would find themselves mistaken. He could
not refuse to see that the costs of this protracted suit would take
more than he possessed to pay them; but he appeared to himself to be
full of expedients by which he could ward off any results but such as
were tolerable, and could avoid the appearance of breaking down in the
world. All the obstinacy and defiance of his nature, driven out of
their old channel, found a vent for themselves in the immediate
formation of plans by which he would meet his difficulties, and remain
Mr Tulliver of Dorlcote Mill in spite of them. There was such a rush of
projects in his brain, that it was no wonder his face was flushed when
he came away from his talk with his attorney, Mr Gore, and mounted his
horse to ride home from Lindum. There was Furley, who held the mortgage
on the land,—a reasonable fellow, who would see his own interest, Mr
Tulliver was convinced, and who would be glad not only to purchase the
whole estate, including the mill and homestead, but would accept Mr
Tulliver as tenant, and be willing to advance money to be repaid with
high interest out of the profits of the business, which would be made
over to him, Mr Tulliver only taking enough barely to maintain himself
and his family. Who would neglect such a profitable investment?
Certainly not Furley, for Mr Tulliver had determined that Furley should
meet his plans with the utmost alacrity; and there are men whoses
brains have not yet been dangerously heated by the loss of a lawsuit,
who are apt to see in their own interest or desires a motive for other
men’s actions. There was no doubt (in the miller’s mind) that Furley
would do just what was desirable; and if he did—why, things would not
be so very much worse. Mr Tulliver and his family must live more
meagrely and humbly, but it would only be till the profits of the