It is precisely the proudest and most obstinate men who are the most
liable to shift their position and contradict themselves in this sudden
manner; everything is easier to them than to face the simple fact that
they have been thoroughly defeated, and must begin life anew. And Mr
Tulliver, you perceive, though nothing more than a superior miller and
maltster, was as proud and obstinate as if he had been a very lofty
personage, in whom such dispositions might be a source of that
conspicuous, far-echoing tragedy, which sweeps the stage in regal
robes, and makes the dullest chronicler sublime. The pride and
obstinacy of millers and other insignificant people, whom you pass
unnoticingly on the road every day, have their tragedy too; but it is
of that unwept, hidden sort that goes on from generation to generation,
and leaves no record,—such tragedy, perhaps, as lies in the conflicts
of young souls, hungry for joy, under a lot made suddenly hard to them,
under the dreariness of a home where the morning brings no promise with
it, and where the unexpectant discontent of worn and disappointed
parents weighs on the children like a damp, thick air, in which all the
functions of life are depressed; or such tragedy as lies in the slow or
sudden death that follows on a bruised passion, though it may be a
death that finds only a parish funeral. There are certain animals to
which tenacity of position is a law of life,—they can never flourish
again, after a single wrench: and there are certain human beings to
whom predominance is a law of life,—they can only sustain humiliation
so long as they can refuse to believe in it, and, in their own
conception, predominate still.
Mr Tulliver was still predominating, in his own imagination, as he
approached St Ogg’s, through which he had to pass on his way homeward.
But what was it that suggested to him, as he saw the Laceham coach
entering the town, to follow it to the coach-office, and get the clerk
there to write a letter, requiring Maggie to come home the very next
day? Mr Tulliver’s own hand shook too much under his excitement for him
to write himself, and he wanted the letter to be given to the coachman
to deliver at Miss Firniss’s school in the morning. There was a craving
which he would not account for to himself, to have Maggie near him,
without delay,—she must come back by the coach to-morrow.