The Mill on the Floss — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Mill on the Floss
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To Mrs Tulliver, when he got home, he would admit no difficulties, and
scolded down her burst of grief on hearing that the lawsuit was lost,
by angry assertions that there was nothing to grieve about. He said
nothing to her that night about the bill of sale and the application to
Mrs Pullet, for he had kept her in ignorance of the nature of that
transaction, and had explained the necessity for taking an inventory of
the goods as a matter connected with his will. The possession of a wife
conspicuously one’s inferior in intellect is, like other high
privileges, attended with a few inconveniences, and, among the rest,
with the occasional necessity for using a little deception.
The next day Mr Tulliver was again on horseback in the afternoon, on
his way to Mr Gore’s office at St Ogg’s. Gore was to have seen Furley
in the morning, and to have sounded him in relation to Mr Tulliver’s
affairs. But he had not gone half-way when he met a clerk from Mr
Gore’s office, who was bringing a letter to Mr Tulliver. Mr Gore had
been prevented by a sudden call of business from waiting at his office
to see Mr Tulliver, according to appointment, but would be at his
office at eleven to-morrow morning, and meanwhile had sent some
important information by letter.
“Oh!” said Mr Tulliver, taking the letter, but not opening it. “Then
tell Gore I’ll see him to-morrow at eleven”; and he turned his horse.
The clerk, struck with Mr Tulliver’s glistening, excited glance, looked
after him for a few moments, and then rode away. The reading of a
letter was not the affair of an instant to Mr Tulliver; he took in the
sense of a statement very slowly through the medium of written or even
printed characters; so he had put the letter in his pocket, thinking he
would open it in his armchair at home. But by-and-by it occurred to him
that there might be something in the letter Mrs Tulliver must not know
about, and if so, it would be better to keep it out of her sight
altogether. He stopped his horse, took out the letter, and read it. It
was only a short letter; the substance was, that Mr Gore had
ascertained, on secret, but sure authority, that Furley had been lately
much straitened for money, and had parted with his securities,—among
the rest, the mortgage on Mr Tulliver’s property, which he had
transferred to——Wakem.
In half an hour after this Mr Tulliver’s own wagoner found him lying by
the roadside insensible, with an open letter near him, and his gray
horse snuffing uneasily about him.