“Ay, ay, that’s all very well,” said Mr Deane; “but it doesn’t alter
what I was going to say. Your Latin and rigmarole may soon dry off you,
but you’ll be but a bare stick after that. Besides, it’s whitened your
hands and taken the rough work out of you. And what do you know? Why,
you know nothing about book-keeping, to begin with, and not so much of
reckoning as a common shopman. You’ll have to begin at a low round of
the ladder, let me tell you, if you mean to get on in life. It’s no use
forgetting the education your father’s been paying for, if you don’t
give yourself a new un.”
Tom bit his lips hard; he felt as if the tears were rising, and he
would rather die than let them.
“You want me to help you to a situation,” Mr Deane went on; “well, I’ve
no fault to find with that. I’m willing to do something for you. But
you youngsters nowadays think you’re to begin with living well and
working easy; you’ve no notion of running afoot before you get
horseback. Now, you must remember what you are,—you’re a lad of
sixteen, trained to nothing particular. There’s heaps of your sort,
like so many pebbles, made to fit in nowhere. Well, you might be
apprenticed to some business,—a chemist’s and druggist’s perhaps; your
Latin might come in a bit there——”
Tom was going to speak, but Mr Deane put up his hand and said:
“Stop! hear what I’ve got to say. You don’t want to be a ’prentice,—I
know, I know,—you want to make more haste, and you don’t want to stand
behind a counter. But if you’re a copying-clerk, you’ll have to stand
behind a desk, and stare at your ink and paper all day; there isn’t
much out-look there, and you won’t be much wiser at the end of the year
than at the beginning. The world isn’t made of pen, ink, and paper, and
if you’re to get on in the world, young man, you must know what the
world’s made of. Now the best chance for you ’ud be to have a place on
a wharf, or in a warehouse, where you’d learn the smell of things, but
you wouldn’t like that, I’ll be bound; you’d have to stand cold and
wet, and be shouldered about by rough fellows. You’re too fine a
gentleman for that.”
Mr Deane paused and looked hard at Tom, who certainly felt some inward
struggle before he could reply.
“I would rather do what will be best for me in the end, sir; I would
put up with what was disagreeable.”
“That’s well, if you can carry it out. But you must remember it isn’t
only laying hold of a rope, you must go on pulling. It’s the mistake
you lads make that have got nothing either in your brains or your
pocket, to think you’ve got a better start in the world if you stick
yourselves in a place where you can keep your coats clean, and have the
shopwenches take you for fine gentlemen. That wasn’t the way _I_
started, young man; when I was sixteen, my jacket smelt of tar, and I
wasn’t afraid of handling cheeses. That’s the reason I can wear good
broadcloth now, and have my legs under the same table with the heads of
the best firms in St Ogg’s.”