“You must not be surprised to see the room look very bare downstairs,
father,” said Maggie; “but there’s your chair and the bureau; _they’re_
not gone.”
“Let us go; help me down, Luke,—I’ll go and see everything,” said Mr
Tulliver, leaning on his stick, and stretching out his other hand
toward Luke.
“Ay, sir,” said Luke, as he gave his arm to his master, “you’ll make up
your mind to’t a bit better when you’ve seen iverything; you’ll get
used to’t. That’s what my mother says about her shortness o’
breath,—she says she’s made friends wi’t now, though she fought again’
it sore when it just come on.”
Maggie ran on before to see that all was right in the dreary parlour,
where the fire, dulled by the frosty sunshine, seemed part of the
general shabbiness. She turned her father’s chair, and pushed aside the
table to make an easy way for him, and then stood with a beating heart
to see him enter and look round for the first time. Tom advanced before
him, carrying the leg-rest, and stood beside Maggie on the hearth. Of
those two young hearts Tom’s suffered the most unmixed pain, for
Maggie, with all her keen susceptibility, yet felt as if the sorrow
made larger room for her love to flow in, and gave breathing-space to
her passionate nature. No true boy feels that; he would rather go and
slay the Nemean lion, or perform any round of heroic labours, than
endure perpetual appeals to his pity, for evils over which he can make
no conquest.
Mr Tulliver paused just inside the door, resting on Luke, and looking
round him at all the bare places, which for him were filled with the
shadows of departed objects,—the daily companions of his life. His
faculties seemed to be renewing their strength from getting a footing
on this demonstration of the senses.
“Ah!” he said slowly, moving toward his chair, “they’ve sold me
up—they’ve sold me up.”
Then seating himself, and laying down his stick, while Luke left the
room, he looked round again.
“They’ve left the big Bible,” he said. “It’s got everything in,—when I
was born and married; bring it me, Tom.”
The quarto Bible was laid open before him at the fly-leaf, and while he
was reading with slowly travelling eyes Mrs Tulliver entered the room,
but stood in mute surprise to find her husband down already, and with
the great Bible before him.
“Ah,” he said, looking at a spot where his finger rested, “my mother
was Margaret Beaton; she died when she was forty-seven,—hers wasn’t a
long-lived family; we’re our mother’s children, Gritty and me are,—we
shall go to our last bed before long.”
He seemed to be pausing over the record of his sister’s birth and
marriage, as if it were suggesting new thoughts to him; then he
suddenly looked up at Tom, and said, in a sharp tone of alarm:
“They haven’t come upo’ Moss for the money as I lent him, have they?”
“No, father,” said Tom; “the note was burnt.”
Mr Tulliver turned his eyes on the page again, and presently said: