“Ah—Elizabeth Dodson—it’s eighteen year since I married her——”
“Come next Ladyday,” said Mrs Tulliver, going up to his side and
looking at the page.
Her husband fixed his eyes earnestly on her face.
“Poor Bessy,” he said, “you was a pretty lass then,—everybody said
so,—and I used to think you kept your good looks rarely. But you’re
sorely aged; don’t you bear me ill-will—I meant to do well by you—we
promised one another for better or for worse——”
“But I never thought it ’ud be so for worse as this,” said poor Mrs
Tulliver, with the strange, scared look that had come over her of late;
“and my poor father gave me away—and to come on so all at once——”
“Oh, mother!” said Maggie, “don’t talk in that way.”
“No, I know you won’t let your poor mother speak—that’s been the way
all my life—your father never minded what I said—it ’ud have been o’ no
use for me to beg and pray—and it ’ud be no use now, not if I was to go
down o’ my hands and knees——”
“Don’t say so, Bessy,” said Mr Tulliver, whose pride, in these first
moments of humiliation, was in abeyance to the sense of some justice in
his wife’s reproach. “If there’s anything left as I could do to make
you amends, I wouldn’t say you nay.”
“Then we might stay here and get a living, and I might keep among my
own sisters,—and me been such a good wife to you, and never crossed you
from week’s end to week’s end—and they all say so—they say it ’ud be
nothing but right, only you’re so turned against Wakem.”
“Mother,” said Tom, severely, “this is not the time to talk about
that.”
“Let her be,” said Mr Tulliver. “Say what you mean, Bessy.”
“Why, now the mill and the land’s all Wakem’s, and he’s got everything
in his hands, what’s the use o’ setting your face against him, when he
says you may stay here, and speaks as fair as can be, and says you may
manage the business, and have thirty shillings a-week, and a horse to
ride about to market? And where have we got to put our heads? We must
go into one o’ the cottages in the village,—and me and my children
brought down to that,—and all because you must set your mind against
folks till there’s no turning you.”
Mr Tulliver had sunk back in his chair trembling.
“You may do as you like wi’ me, Bessy,” he said, in a low voice; “I’ve
been the bringing of you to poverty—this world’s too many for me—I’m
nought but a bankrupt; it’s no use standing up for anything now.”
“Father,” said Tom, “I don’t agree with my mother or my uncles, and I
don’t think you ought to submit to be under Wakem. I get a pound a-week
now, and you can find something else to do when you get well.”
“Say no more, Tom, say no more; I’ve had enough for this day. Give me a
kiss, Bessy, and let us bear one another no ill-will; we shall never be
young again—this world’s been too many for me.”
Chapter IX.
An Item Added to the Family Register