The Mill on the Floss — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Mill on the Floss
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“I didn’t finish the book,” said Maggie. “As soon as I came to the
blond-haired young lady reading in the park, I shut it up, and
determined to read no further. I foresaw that that light-complexioned
girl would win away all the love from Corinne and make her miserable.
I’m determined to read no more books where the blond-haired women carry
away all the happiness. I should begin to have a prejudice against
them. If you could give me some story, now, where the dark woman
triumphs, it would restore the balance. I want to avenge Rebecca and
Flora MacIvor and Minna, and all the rest of the dark unhappy ones.
Since you are my tutor, you ought to preserve my mind from prejudices;
you are always arguing against prejudices.”
“Well, perhaps you will avenge the dark women in your own person, and
carry away all the love from your cousin Lucy. She is sure to have some
handsome young man of St Ogg’s at her feet now; and you have only to
shine upon him—your fair little cousin will be quite quenched in your
beams.”
“Philip, that is not pretty of you, to apply my nonsense to anything
real,” said Maggie, looking hurt. “As if I, with my old gowns and want
of all accomplishments, could be a rival of dear little Lucy,—who knows
and does all sorts of charming things, and is ten times prettier than I
am,—even if I were odious and base enough to wish to be her rival.
Besides, I never go to aunt Deane’s when any one is there; it is only
because dear Lucy is good, and loves me, that she comes to see me, and
will have me go to see her sometimes.”
“Maggie,” said Philip, with surprise, “it is not like you to take
playfulness literally. You must have been in St Ogg’s this morning, and
brought away a slight infection of dulness.”
“Well,” said Maggie, smiling, “if you meant that for a joke, it was a
poor one; but I thought it was a very good reproof. I thought you
wanted to remind me that I am vain, and wish every one to admire me
most. But it isn’t for that that I’m jealous for the dark women,—not
because I’m dark myself; it’s because I always care the most about the
unhappy people. If the blond girl were forsaken, I should like _her_
best. I always take the side of the rejected lover in the stories.”
“Then you would never have the heart to reject one yourself, should
you, Maggie?” said Philip, flushing a little.
“I don’t know,” said Maggie, hesitatingly. Then with a bright smile, “I
think perhaps I could if he were very conceited; and yet, if he got
extremely humiliated afterward, I should relent.”
“I’ve often wondered, Maggie,” Philip said, with some effort, “whether
you wouldn’t really be more likely to love a man that other women were
not likely to love.”