The Mill on the Floss — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Mill on the Floss
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“I deny that,” interrupted Philip, impetuously. “I could never trifle
with anything that affected your sister’s happiness. She is dearer to
me than she is to you; I honour her more than you can ever honour her;
I would give up my life to her.”
“Don’t talk high-flown nonsense to me, sir! Do you mean to pretend that
you didn’t know it would be injurious to her to meet you here week
after week? Do you pretend you had any right to make professions of
love to her, even if you had been a fit husband for her, when neither
her father nor your father would ever consent to a marriage between
you? And _you_,—_you_ to try and worm yourself into the affections of a
handsome girl who is not eighteen, and has been shut out from the world
by her father’s misfortunes! That’s your crooked notion of honour, is
it? I call it base treachery; I call it taking advantage of
circumstances to win what’s too good for you,—what you’d never get by
fair means.”
“It is manly of you to talk in this way to _me_,” said Philip,
bitterly, his whole frame shaken by violent emotions. “Giants have an
immemorial right to stupidity and insolent abuse. You are incapable
even of understanding what I feel for your sister. I feel so much for
her that I could even desire to be at friendship with _you_.”
“I should be very sorry to understand your feelings,” said Tom, with
scorching contempt. “What I wish is that you should understand
_me_,—that I shall take care of _my_ sister, and that if you dare to
make the least attempt to come near her, or to write to her, or to keep
the slightest hold on her mind, your puny, miserable body, that ought
to have put some modesty into your mind, shall not protect you. I’ll
thrash you; I’ll hold you up to public scorn. Who wouldn’t laugh at the
idea of _your_ turning lover to a fine girl?”
Tom and Maggie walked on in silence for some yards. He burst out, in a
convulsed voice.
“Stay, Maggie!” said Philip, making a strong effort to speak. Then
looking at Tom, “You have dragged your sister here, I suppose, that she
may stand by while you threaten and insult me. These naturally seemed
to you the right means to influence me. But you are mistaken. Let your
sister speak. If she says she is bound to give me up, I shall abide by
her wishes to the slightest word.”
“It was for my father’s sake, Philip,” said Maggie, imploringly. “Tom
threatens to tell my father, and he couldn’t bear it; I have promised,
I have vowed solemnly, that we will not have any intercourse without my
brother’s knowledge.”
“It is enough, Maggie. _I_ shall not change; but I wish you to hold
yourself entirely free. But trust me; remember that I can never seek
for anything but good to what belongs to you.”
“Yes,” said Tom, exasperated by this attitude of Philip’s, “you can
talk of seeking good for her and what belongs to her now; did you seek
her good before?”