The Mill on the Floss — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Mill on the Floss
John Stuart Mill · en
“What! hasn’t she been playing with you all this while?” said the
father. “She’d been thinking o’ nothing but your coming home.”
“I haven’t seen her this two hours,” says Tom, commencing on the
plumcake.
“Goodness heart; she’s got drownded!” exclaimed Mrs Tulliver, rising
from her seat and running to the window.
“How could you let her do so?” she added, as became a fearful woman,
accusing she didn’t know whom of she didn’t know what.
“Nay, nay, she’s none drownded,” said Mr Tulliver. “You’ve been naughty
to her, I doubt, Tom?”
“I’m sure I haven’t, father,” said Tom, indignantly. “I think she’s in
the house.”
“Perhaps up in that attic,” said Mrs Tulliver, “a-singing and talking
to herself, and forgetting all about meal-times.”
“You go and fetch her down, Tom,” said Mr Tulliver, rather sharply,—his
perspicacity or his fatherly fondness for Maggie making him suspect
that the lad had been hard upon “the little un,” else she would never
have left his side. “And be good to her, do you hear? Else I’ll let you
know better.”
Tom never disobeyed his father, for Mr Tulliver was a peremptory man,
and, as he said, would never let anybody get hold of his whip-hand; but
he went out rather sullenly, carrying his piece of plumcake, and not
intending to reprieve Maggie’s punishment, which was no more than she
deserved. Tom was only thirteen, and had no decided views in grammar
and arithmetic, regarding them for the most part as open questions, but
he was particularly clear and positive on one point,—namely, that he
would punish everybody who deserved it. Why, he wouldn’t have minded
being punished himself if he deserved it; but, then, he never _did_
deserve it.
It was Tom’s step, then, that Maggie heard on the stairs, when her need
of love had triumphed over her pride, and she was going down with her
swollen eyes and dishevelled hair to beg for pity. At least her father
would stroke her head and say, “Never mind, my wench.” It is a
wonderful subduer, this need of love,—this hunger of the heart,—as
peremptory as that other hunger by which Nature forces us to submit to
the yoke, and change the face of the world.
But she knew Tom’s step, and her heart began to beat violently with the
sudden shock of hope. He only stood still at the top of the stairs and
said, “Maggie, you’re to come down.” But she rushed to him and clung
round his neck, sobbing, “Oh, Tom, please forgive me—I can’t bear it—I
will always be good—always remember things—do love me—please, dear
Tom!”