The Mill on the Floss — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Mill on the Floss
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“Are you quite well this morning, Miss Tulliver?” said Stephen, turning
to Maggie with stiff politeness, and putting out his hand with the air
of fulfilling a social duty.
Maggie gave the tips of her fingers, and said, “Quite well, thank you,”
in a tone of proud indifference. Philip’s eyes were watching them
keenly; but Lucy was used to seeing variations in their manner to each
other, and only thought with regret that there was some natural
antipathy which every now and then surmounted their mutual good-will.
“Maggie is not the sort of woman Stephen admires, and she is irritated
by something in him which she interprets as conceit,” was the silent
observation that accounted for everything to guileless Lucy. Stephen
and Maggie had no sooner completed this studied greeting than each felt
hurt by the other’s coldness. And Stephen, while rattling on in
questions to Philip about his recent sketching expedition, was thinking
all the more about Maggie because he was not drawing her into the
conversation as he had invariably done before. “Maggie and Philip are
not looking happy,” thought Lucy; “this first interview has been
saddening to them.”
“I think we people who have not been galloping,” she said to Stephen,
“are all a little damped by the rain. Let us have some music. We ought
to take advantage of having Philip and you together. Give us the duet
in ‘Masaniello’; Maggie has not heard that, and I know it will suit
her.”
“Come, then,” said Stephen, going toward the piano, and giving a
foretaste of the tune in his deep “brum-brum,” very pleasant to hear.
“You, please, Philip,—you play the accompaniment,” said Lucy, “and then
I can go on with my work. You _will_ like to play, sha’n’t you?” she
added, with a pretty, inquiring look, anxious, as usual, lest she
should have proposed what was not pleasant to another; but with
yearnings toward her unfinished embroidery.
Philip had brightened at the proposition, for there is no feeling,
perhaps, except the extremes of fear and grief, that does not find
relief in music,—that does not make a man sing or play the better; and
Philip had an abundance of pent-up feeling at this moment, as complex
as any trio or quartet that was ever meant to express love and jealousy
and resignation and fierce suspicion, all at the same time.
“Oh, yes,” he said, seating himself at the piano, “it is a way of eking
out one’s imperfect life and being three people at once,—to sing and
make the piano sing, and hear them both all the while,—or else to sing
and paint.”
“Ah, there you are an enviable fellow. I can do nothing with my hands,”
said Stephen. “That has generally been observed in men of great
administrative capacity, I believe,—a tendency to predominance of the
reflective powers in me! Haven’t you observed that, Miss Tulliver?”
Stephen had fallen by mistake into his habit of playful appeal to
Maggie, and she could not repress the answering flush and epigram.