“Not she!” said Wakem, rising again, and forgetting everything else in
a burst of resentful pride, half fatherly, half personal. “It would be
a deuced fine match for her. It’s all stuff about an accidental
deformity, when a girl’s really attached to a man.”
“But girls are not apt to get attached under those circumstances,” said
Philip.
“Well, then,” said Wakem, rather brutally, trying to recover his
previous position, “if she doesn’t care for you, you might have spared
yourself the trouble of talking to me about her, and you might have
spared me the trouble of refusing my consent to what was never likely
to happen.”
Wakem strode to the door, and without looking round again, banged it
after him.
Philip was not without confidence that his father would be ultimately
wrought upon as he had expected, by what had passed; but the scene had
jarred upon his nerves, which were as sensitive as a woman’s. He
determined not to go down to dinner; he couldn’t meet his father again
that day. It was Wakem’s habit, when he had no company at home, to go
out in the evening, often as early as half-past seven; and as it was
far on in the afternoon now, Philip locked up his room and went out for
a long ramble, thinking he would not return until his father was out of
the house again. He got into a boat, and went down the river to a
favourite village, where he dined, and lingered till it was late enough
for him to return. He had never had any sort of quarrel with his father
before, and had a sickening fear that this contest, just begun, might
go on for weeks; and what might not happen in that time? He would not
allow himself to define what that involuntary question meant. But if he
could once be in the position of Maggie’s accepted, acknowledged lover,
there would be less room for vague dread. He went up to his
painting-room again, and threw himself with a sense of fatigue into the
armchair, looking round absently at the views of water and rock that
were ranged around, till he fell into a doze, in which he fancied
Maggie was slipping down a glistening, green, slimy channel of a
waterfall, and he was looking on helpless, till he was awakened by what
seemed a sudden, awful crash.
It was the opening of the door, and he could hardly have dozed more
than a few moments, for there was no perceptible change in the evening
light. It was his father who entered; and when Philip moved to vacate
the chair for him, he said,—
“Sit still. I’d rather walk about.”
He stalked up and down the room once or twice, and then, standing
opposite Philip with his hands thrust in his side pockets, he said, as
if continuing a conversation that had not been broken off,—
“But this girl seems to have been fond of you, Phil, else she wouldn’t
have met you in that way.”
Philip’s heart was beating rapidly, and a transient flush passed over
his face like a gleam. It was not quite easy to speak at once.