The Mill on the Floss — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Mill on the Floss
John Stuart Mill · en
It is a pathetic sight and a striking example of the complexity
introduced into the emotions by a high state of civilisation, the sight
of a fashionably dressed female in grief. From the sorrow of a
Hottentot to that of a woman in large buckram sleeves, with several
bracelets on each arm, an architectural bonnet, and delicate ribbon
strings, what a long series of gradations! In the enlightened child of
civilisation the abandonment characteristic of grief is checked and
varied in the subtlest manner, so as to present an interesting problem
to the analytic mind. If, with a crushed heart and eyes half blinded by
the mist of tears, she were to walk with a too devious step through a
door-place, she might crush her buckram sleeves too, and the deep
consciousness of this possibility produces a composition of forces by
which she takes a line that just clears the door-post. Perceiving that
the tears are hurrying fast, she unpins her strings and throws them
languidly backward, a touching gesture, indicative, even in the deepest
gloom, of the hope in future dry moments when cap-strings will once
more have a charm. As the tears subside a little, and with her head
leaning backward at the angle that will not injure her bonnet, she
endures that terrible moment when grief, which has made all things else
a weariness, has itself become weary; she looks down pensively at her
bracelets, and adjusts their clasps with that pretty studied fortuity
which would be gratifying to her mind if it were once more in a calm
and healthy state.
Mrs Pullet brushed each door-post with great nicety, about the latitude
of her shoulders (at that period a woman was truly ridiculous to an
instructed eye if she did not measure a yard and a half across the
shoulders), and having done that sent the muscles of her face in quest
of fresh tears as she advanced into the parlour where Mrs Glegg was
seated.
“Well, sister, you’re late; what’s the matter?” said Mrs Glegg, rather
sharply, as they shook hands.
Mrs Pullet sat down, lifting up her mantle carefully behind, before she
answered,—
“She’s gone,” unconsciously using an impressive figure of rhetoric.
“It isn’t the glass this time, then,” thought Mrs Tulliver.
“Died the day before yesterday,” continued Mrs Pullet; “an’ her legs
was as thick as my body,” she added, with deep sadness, after a pause.
“They’d tapped her no end o’ times, and the water—they say you might
ha’ swum in it, if you’d liked.”
“Well, Sophy, it’s a mercy she’s gone, then, whoever she may be,” said
Mrs Glegg, with the promptitude and emphasis of a mind naturally clear
and decided; “but I can’t think who you’re talking of, for my part.”
“But _I_ know,” said Mrs Pullet, sighing and shaking her head; “and
there isn’t another such a dropsy in the parish. _I_ know as it’s old
Mrs Sutton o’ the Twentylands.”