The Millbank Case: A Maine Mystery of To-day — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Millbank Case: A Maine Mystery of To-day
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“‘I see no necessity for continuing this narrative further, save that
it may be to my son a relief to know something more of his mother,
and to my wife a joy to know that my wrong did not bring a woman to
misery and worldly ruin. Within a year of her desertion of my son,
I attended her wedding to a man of equal social rank, who has since
risen to wealth and political power. She has been a notable aid to
him, and her name is well-nigh as often pronounced in connection with
his fortunes as is his own. She is the mother of children who have
taken good social positions, and some of whom seem to have inherited
their mother’s brilliance of mind and unflinching purpose and their
father’s ability in money and power getting. To say more than this,
even to the two dear ones, of whom one alone is to read these lines,
would be an injustice to the woman herself and to her children. To her
influence, exerted against me, I attribute my failure to secure the
chief justiceship. As great as was the disappointment, I can write the
fact to-day without bitterness toward her and without purpose to accuse
her of injustice. If by meeting the penalty of my sin, I can avert it
from others, I am content.’”
Unless one knew the unbending spirit of the man in matters of right
and wrong, he must fail to understand the keenness of feeling covered
by the apparently cold, formal statement of fact to which Judge Parlin
had confined his written words. To the witness on the witness rack,
however, those words were as if the living man spoke again and laid
bare a heart torn with the humiliation of self-condemnation, more
terrible to him than the judgment of any human tribunal. Realising the
bitterness of spirit in which he had spoken, she was stirred anew by
that long-dead instinct of protection, which had made her weakness a
shield in the past to his strength, and held high her head, too proud
of her dead to allow any one to find in her the faintest blame for
this strong spirit whose words she, and she alone, read to their last
meaning.
The hush that followed the reading was that strong suspension of every
function which betokens deep emotion. Before the mass had recovered,
the coroner’s voice broke harshly upon them:
“When did you first know of the existence of this paper?”
“The paper itself on the eleventh. I saw the envelope and its address
by accident a week or ten days before.”
“Can you fix the exact date?”
“I cannot. I saw it by accident, as I have said, and I assumed it
related to something Judge Parlin had desired done in the event named
on the envelope. I asked no questions regarding it.”
“Will you state on oath that you knew nothing of the contents of this
paper until after the death of Mr. Theodore Wing?”
The white head went up, and there was a sting of rebuke in the tone in
which the answer came:
“I was under oath when I gave my testimony. I stated then that I first
learned of this paper and its contents on May eleventh. I can add
nothing to that.”