No thought disturbed her of her future relations to her husband or
sons. For more than a third of a century, the lives of her husband and
herself had flowed together, each relying on the other, each confident
in the other. Breakage was not possible or to be thought of. He would
not even ask her of this matter, and while that very fact would lay on
her the greater weight of responsibility to tell him, the necessity did
not put her under that fear which would have been the greatest burden
to an ordinary woman. By this she did not mean that he would not feel
the wound--feel it cruelly; but they had passed the crown of the road,
their way lay downward, and she had no more doubt of him than she
would have had of herself, if to him and not to her the parentage of
Theodore Wing were brought home.
Her bulwark with the public would be the loyalty of her husband and
sons, and if it smacked of selfishness and unfeeling to rely on them
and not give a fair portion of thought to the suffering which would
be hidden by their calm exterior, it must be remembered that during
the entire period of her wife- and mother-hood she had lived with this
thing, which had grown dimmer and dimmer as the years receded, until it
had come to have for her, and it seemed to her necessarily for these
others, a different aspect than it would have borne in the days before
she had given to husband and children the pledge of her long devotion.
Before these years she would have reasoned of her husband’s attitude
toward such a tale from the sense of outrage, not tempered by long
possession and intimate association. No, she had no fear there, save
of the inward sense of humiliation under which she had gone to her
son’s office, and for fighting which she now faced her own reflection,
as representative of the world of public opinion. She had become
accustomed to make demands of the world, not requests, and the world
had yielded. It should do so still. This thing had not destroyed the
years of loyalty and work that buttressed her present position. It
should not do so. She stood there to make her defiance, and the world
should heed. But oh, the waiting! The waiting! That was the cruelty of
the situation.
CHAPTER XV
In Matthewson’s Chambers
Charles Matthewson read with impatience the name on the card just
brought him--Isaac Trafford. It was a breach of the understanding
between them, that this man should trouble him further. He was on the
point of refusing to see him, when he recalled Trafford’s possession of
the papers taken from Theodore Wing’s desk after his murder. This he
had not known at the time of their previous interview. It was possible
that here was the opening of negotiations for their sale. He ordered
him admitted. Still he could not avoid resenting the intrusion.
“I understood you were not to trouble me further.”
“Until I became satisfied that your visit to Millbank had something to
do with Wing’s murder,” the detective answered.