The Millionaire Baby — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Millionaire Baby
John Stuart Mill · en
Moved by the tone, which was one in a thousand, I involuntarily peered
through the outlet I was passing, in the hope of catching a glimpse of
its owner, and thus was favored with the sight of a face which instantly
fixed itself in my memory as one of the most enchanting I had ever
encountered. Not from its beauty, yet it may have been beautiful; nor
from its youth, for the woman before me was not youthful, but from the
extraordinary eloquence of its expression caught at a rare moment when
the heart, which gave it life, was full. She was standing half-way down
the path, throwing kisses to a little boy who was leaning toward her
from an upper window. The child was laughing with glee, and it was this
laugh she was trying to check; but her countenance, as she made the
effort, was almost as merry as his, and yet was filled with such solemn
joy--such ecstasy of motherhood I should be inclined to call it, if I
had not been conscious that this must be Mrs. Carew and the child her
little nephew--that in my admiration for this exhibition of pure
feeling, I forgot to move on as she advanced into the hedge-row, and so
we came face to face. The result was as extraordinary to me as all the
rest. Instantly all the gay abandonment left her features, and she
showed me a grave, almost troubled, countenance, more in keeping with
her severe dress, which was as nearly like mourning as it could be and
not be made of crape.
It was such a sudden change and of so complete a character, that I was
thrown off my guard for a moment and probably betrayed the curiosity I
undoubtedly felt; for she paused as she reached me, and, surveying me
very quietly but very scrutinizingly too, raised again that marvelous
voice of hers and pointedly observed:
"This is a private path, sir. Only the friends of Mrs. Ocumpaugh or of
myself pass here."
This was a speech calculated to restore my self-possession. With a bow
which evidently surprised her, I answered with just enough respect to
temper my apparent presumption:
"I am here in the interests of Mrs. Ocumpaugh, to assist her in finding
her child. Moments are precious; so I ventured to approach by the
shorter way."
"Pardon me!" The words did not come instantly, but after some
hesitation, during which she kept her eyes on my face in a way to rob me
of all thought save that she possessed a very strong magnetic quality,
to which it were well for a man like myself to yield. "You will be my
friend, too, if you succeed in restoring Gwendolen." Then quickly, as
she crossed to the Ocumpaugh grounds: "You do not look like a member of
the police. Are you here at Mrs. Ocumpaugh's bidding, and has she at
last given up all expectation of finding her child in the river?"
I, too, thought a minute before answering, then I put on my most candid
expression, for was not this woman on her way to Mrs. Ocumpaugh, and
would she not be likely to repeat what she heard me say?