The intensity with which she uttered the last two words brought a line
of red into her gasping lips. She was becoming human, and for a minute I
could not help drawing a comparison between her and her friend Mrs.
Carew as the latter had just appeared to me in her little half-denuded
house on the other side of the hedge-row. Both beautiful, but owing
their charms to quite different sources, I surveyed this woman, white
against the pale green of the curtain before which she stood, and
imperceptibly but surely the glowing attractions of the gay-hearted
widow who had found a child to love, faded before the cold loveliness of
this bereaved mother, wan with suffering and alive with terrors of whose
depth I could judge from the clutch with which she still held my little
sketch.
Meanwhile I had attempted some kind of answer to Mrs. Ocumpaugh's
heart-rending appeal.
"We do not hear because she was not taken from you simply for the money
her return would bring. Indeed, after hours of action and considerable
thinking, I am beginning to doubt if she was taken for money at all. Can
you not think of some other motive? Do you not know of some one who
wanted the child from--_love_, let us say?"
"Love?"
Did her lips frame it, or did I see it in her eyes? Certainly I heard no
sound, yet I was conscious that she repeated the word in her mind, if
not aloud.
"I know I have startled you," I pursued. "But, pardon me--I can not help
my presumption--I must be personal--I must even go so far as to probe
the wound I have made. You have a claim to Gwendolen not to be doubted,
not to be gainsaid. But isn't there some one else who is conscious of
possessing certain claims also? I do not allude to Mr. Ocumpaugh."
"You mean--some relative--aunt--cousin--" She was fully human now, and
very keenly alert. "Mr. Rathbone, perhaps?"
"No, Mrs. Ocumpaugh, none of these." Then as the paper rattled in her
hand and I saw her eyes fall in terror on it, I said as calmly and
respectfully as I could: "You have a secret, Mrs. Ocumpaugh; that secret
I share."
The paper trembled from her clasp and fell fluttering downward. I
pointed at it and waited till our eyes met, possibly that I might give
her some encouragement from my look if not from my words.
"I was a boy in Doctor Pool's employ some five years ago, and one day--"
I paused; she had made me a supplicating gesture.
"Shall I not go on?" I finally asked.
"Give me a minute," was her low entreaty. "O God! O God! that I should
have thought myself secure all these years, with two in the world
knowing my fatal secret!"