The Millionaire Baby — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Millionaire Baby
John Stuart Mill · en
"Pardon," I faltered out, bowing my head as if before some powerful
rebuke, though her lips were silent and her eyes pleading rather than
accusing. Truly, I had ventured far in daring to recall to this woman an
hour which at this miserable time she probably would give her very life
to forget. "Pardon," I repeated, with even a more humble intonation than
before, for she did not speak and I hardly knew how to begin the
conversation. Still she said nothing, and at last I found myself forced
to break the unbearable silence by some definite remark.
"I have presumed," I therefore continued, advancing but a step toward
her who made no advance at all, "to send you a hurried sketch of one who
says he knows you, that you might be sure I was not one of the many
eager but irresponsible men who offer help in your great trouble without
understanding your history or that of the little one to whose seemingly
unaccountable disappearance all are seeking a clue."
"My history!"
The words seemed forced from her, but no change in eye or look
accompanied them; nor could I catch a motion of her lips when she
presently added in a far-away tone inexpressibly affecting, "_Her_
history! Did he bid you say that?"
"Doctor Pool? He has given me no commands other than to find the child.
I am not here as an agent of his. I am here in Mr. Ocumpaugh's interest
and your own; with some knowledge--a little more knowledge than others
have perhaps--to aid me in the business of recovering this child. Madam,
the police are seeking her in the holes and slums of the great city and
at the hands of desperate characters who make a living out of the
terrors and griefs of the rich. But this is not where I should look for
Gwendolen Ocumpaugh. I should look nearer, just as you have looked
nearer; and I should use means which I am sure have not commended
themselves to the police. These means you can doubtless put in my hands.
A mother knows many things in connection with her child which she
neither thinks to impart nor would, under any ordinary circumstances,
give up, especially to a stranger. I am not a stranger; you have seen me
in Mr. Ocumpaugh's confidence; will you then pardon me if I ask what may
strike you as impertinent questions, but which may lead to the discovery
of the motive if not to the method of the little one's abduction?"
"I do not understand--" She was trying to shake off her apathy. "I feel
confused, sick, almost like one dying. How can I help? Haven't I done
everything? I believe that she strayed to the river and was drowned. I
still believe her dead. Otherwise we should have news--real news--and we
don't, we don't."