"No," she whispered, "happy." And before I realized my own feelings or
the passion with which I drew her to my breast, she had nestled her head
against my heart, smiled and died.
The shock of the dog's onslaught had killed her.
I would not believe it at first, but when I was quite sure, I took out
the pistol I carried in my breast and shot the cowering brute midway
between the eyes.
When this was done, I turned back to her. There was no light but the
moon, and I needed no other. The clear beams falling on her face made
her look pure and stainless and sweet. I could almost have loved her
again as I marked the tender smile which lingered from that passing
moment on her lips. "Happy," she had said. What did she mean by that
"Happy"? As I asked myself I heard a cry. The companion who had been
with her had rushed in at the doorway, and was gazing in sorrow and
amazement at the white form lying outstretched and senseless against
that farther wall.
"Oh," she cried, in a tone that assured me she had not seen the dog
lying in his blood at my back; "dead already? dead at the first glance?
at the first word? Ah, she knew better than I, poor lamb. I thought she
would get well if she once got home. She wearied so for you, sir, and
for Homewood!"
I thought myself quite mad; past understanding aright the words
addressed to me.
"She wearied--" I began.
"With all her soul for you and Homewood," the young woman repeated.
"That is, since her illness developed."
"Her illness?"
"Yes, she has been ill ever since she went away. The cold of that first
journey was too much for her. But she kept up for several weeks--doing
what no other woman ever did before with so little strength and so
little hope. Danced at night and--"
"And--and--what by day, what?" I could hardly get the words out of my
mouth.
"Studied. Learned what she thought you would
like--French--music--politics. It was to have been a surprise. Poor
soul! it took her very life. She did not sleep-- Oh, sir, what is it?"
I was standing over her, probably a terrifying figure. Lights were
playing before my eyes, strange sounds were in my ears, everything about
me seemed resolving itself into chaos.
"What do you mean?" I finally gasped. "She studied--to please _me_? Why
did she come back, then, so soon--" I paused, choked. I had been about
to give away my secret. "I mean, why did she come thus suddenly, without
warning me of what I might expect? I would have gone--"
"I told her so; but she was very determined to come to you herself--to
this very pavilion. She had set the time later, but this morning the
doctor told her that her symptoms were alarming, and without consulting
him or heeding the advice of any of us, she started for home. She was
buoyant on the way, and more than once I heard her softly repeating your
name. Her heart was very loving-- Oh, sir, you are ill!"