The minstrel's curse — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The minstrel's curse
John Stuart Mill · en
“Once too often!” the young man rose to his feet, speaking impetuously,
forgetting all restraint “Twice too often, twenty times too often for
my peace of mind, Lady Edith, and you know it! You know as well as I
that Catlett cherished no more hopeless love for beauteous Mary Stuart
than I for you. Nay, start not--your brother’s humble tutor presumes
not too much! He but tells you what you deserve to hear! Lady Edith,
you knew when you asked me to teach you to sing, when you stood at my
side in the pride of your high-born beauty and mingled your heavenly
voice with mine, what the end must be! Perhaps you planned it all, you
fair coquette!”
“Hush!” she cried, indignantly, but he went on, bitterly:
“You knew while I sung that song that it was but the expression of my
love for you, that the heart throbbing bitterly below, lent its passion
to the voice. There was your triumph, trifler with human hearts! Not
content with your higher lovers, you bent from your loftly sphere to
ensnare an humble heart--one weak enough to own your charms, but too
lowly even to dare to hope!”
She stood still, confused, surprised, unable to speak one word in
self-defense, her color rising and falling by turns, her lips half
parted, the pale winter sunshine glinting through the stained-glass
window crowning her golden head like a halo, making her seem not like a
“trifler with human hearts,” but some fair saint or angel.
And ere she could recover herself, Guy Winthrop bowed with cold
deference and withdrew.
Springing to the window, half-hidden behind the rich lace curtain, she
watched the tall, straight figure striding swiftly down the elm avenue.
Something--perhaps it was the red evening light shining on a waste
of snow, or perhaps a tear--blurred the outlines of the fair winter
landscape, and, sighing, she turned away.
“Poor and proud!” faltered in a soft undertone from her lips. “Why, he
has nothing in the world but his profession, yet he talks to me like
a prince royal, upbraids me with my coquetry, and leaves me with cold
disdain! Ah, my haughty lover, did you but know”--then she started and
bit her lip as if not even to solitude would she whisper the secret
trembling on that coral portal.
“So the Minstrel’s Curse is like to be fulfilled again,” said a mocking
voice behind her.
She turned with a start, the rosy color flooding cheek and throat, but
it was only old Katharine, her nurse, who was almost a century old, and
in her dotage.
There she sat, curled cozily behind the curtain that draped that odd
little bay-window, and she had heard every word Guy Winthrop uttered.
Lady Edith paled with indignation.
“How came you there? How dared you listen?” she cried, and rushed away
in a pet.
Old Katharine hobbled slowly after her mistress, and found her sobbing
on her silken couch.