The minstrel's curse — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The minstrel's curse
John Stuart Mill · en
“Alas! it’s far from russet frieze
To silks and satin gowns,
But I doubt if God made like degrees
In courtly hearts and clowns;
Yet homely hose must step apart
Where gartered princes stand;
Ah, may he wear my love at heart
That wins her lily hand!”
--_Hood._
“Well, I warned you,” said old Katharine, “but you would not heed an
old crone’s tale. I warned your grandmother before you, but she would
not listen, and there was the young squire of Elmdale broke his heart
and died for love of her, and she knowing all the time that she caused
it all by her unwise love of him. Oh, I’ve no patience with these
willful Chiltons! But I’m getting on, thank the Lord! I won’t live to
see your unborn children, my lady, driving thoughtless men to their
death.”
“Oh, Kathie, how wicked and cruel you are!” sobbed Lady Edith.
Lady Edith lifted a warm, white face from the pillow and looked at
old Katharine with heavy eyes full of pain and remorse. The long
wretched night had worn away, and the old nurse was opening the
blinds, letting in the morning sunshine. It glowed through the rosy
silk of the curtains, and made Edith’s face look terribly pale and
sad in its dim light. She had not slept all night, and she looked as
conscience-stricken and remorseful as her nurse could possibly desire.
“Don’t think I’m not sorry for you, dearie,” soothed the old crone.
“But I’m grieved for the manly young fellow--yester eve so full of life
and love and health--to-day another victim to the dreadful curse that
has come down to us from barbarous times to blight the innocent and
unoffending.”
Lady Edith bowed her head in a passion of tears.
“Oh,” she sobbed. “I never knew the truth until it was too late, too
late! Guy, Guy, I would have given my life to have saved yours!” she
cried in a passion of impotent despair.
Old Katharine took the slight form into her motherly arms, and let
Edith sob on until the rest of exhaustion stole over her, and, too
weak for tears or cries, she lay still, with her violet eyes fixed on
vacancy, and a frozen calm, more terrible than tears, on her lovely
face.
Presently the kind old face of the earl, her uncle and guardian, looked
in upon his petted darling.
“Dear uncle, you--have--news! Speak, but do not tell me that--that--he
is dead!” she cried, with trembling lips.
“Tut, no, of course he is not dead, my love; but----” He broke off and
looked distressfully at her pale face.
“Speak!” she cried, almost imperiously in her impatience.
“Yes, I have news,” he said. “Eustace and I went to Lady Heathcote’s
this morning to see the poor fellow, and she told us that it had been
discovered that Guy was not mortally wounded--a flesh wound, deep, but
not necessarily fatal, but----” He paused and regarded her curiously.