The Mysterious Mr. Miller — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Mysterious Mr. Miller
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"Nothing, nothing," I assured him. "It is only what you would do for me
if I were ill in a foreign country where I could not speak the
language."
"Ay, that I would," he declared. And after a pause he added: "Nearness
to death causes us to make strange friendships--doesn't it?"
"Why?" I asked, somewhat puzzled.
"Well--in me, for instance, you are making a strange friend," he said,
with a queer, harsh laugh.
"Why strange?"
"Because you are utterly unaware of who or what I am."
"I know your name--that is all," I responded quietly. "You know the
name by which I choose to be known here. It is not likely that I should
disclose my real identity."
"Why not?"
"Because--well, there are strong reasons," was his vague answer, and his
mouth shut with a snap, as though he discerned that he had already said
too much. Then a moment later he added: "As I've already told you, you
have made a strange acquaintance in me. You will probably be surprised
if ever you really do ascertain the truth, which is, however, not very
likely, I think. At least I hope not."
I recollected that he had spoken of a secret--some woman's secret--which
he intended, at all hazards, to preserve. What was it, I wondered?
The thin drawn face upon the white pillow wore a wild, desperate
expression. The stranger had actually laughed in triumph at the
suggestion of death. A man must be desperate ere he can face the open
grave with a smile upon his lips.
After a few minutes he raised his thin yellow finger beckoning me
closer, and in a fainter voice said:--
"You are the only friend I have in this great capital, Signor Leaf,"--
for at table I had told him my name and something about my wandering
life on the Continent--"you will not allow them to bury me as a pauper?
There is money--see, in that left-hand top drawer--over there. Will you
get my purse?"
I rose, opened the drawer he indicated, and handed him a bulky red
morocco wallet, one of those in which Italians carry their paper
currency.
He opened it and I saw that it was crammed with hundred-franc and even
thousand-franc notes. In the wallet there was probably over a thousand
pounds.
"Will you take charge of it?" he asked, handing it back. "I shall never
want it again. Pay all the expenses, and I would ask of you one favour.
Upon the stone over my grave put no name--only the words: `In Memory of
one who was Unfortunate'--that is all."
"And the balance of the money--to whom shall I hand that?"
He thought a few moments, his eyes fixed upon the low, smoke-blackened
ceiling.
"If there is no just claimant within one year take five thousand francs
as a souvenir of me, and present the remainder to a hospital--whatever
hospital in London you think the most deserving. You will also find the
directions for obtaining certain securities deposited in Italy. Obtain
them and deal with them as you deem advisable."