The Nether Millstone — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Nether Millstone
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"Partly. Sir Ralph died leaving a good deal of ready money. That will
no doubt come to us in time, but for the present we cannot touch it in
the absence of proof of the death of the youngest Ralph Dashwood. I
mean the one who went to America. Old Lady Dashwood says she is sure
that her husband did leave a will, and that he had divided all his
money, with certain provisions. If that will could be found, we should
be in a position to get rid of Mayfield. What a hateful thing this
money is, and what misery it seems to bring everybody. But I am afraid
that I am very selfish and exacting. Why should I worry you with our
troubles?"
"My shoulders are broad, and I have very few of my own," Ralph smiled.
"Indeed, I am more interested than you imagine. As I told you today, I
am a poor man, thanks to one who is a guest here at the present
moment. But, still, don't forget the fable of the mouse and the lion.
I may find a means of freeing you from the net yet. But here come the
others."
Mayfield emerged from the window on to the lawn. His cigar seemed to
pollute the sweet-scented night; he was talking loudly to Sir George.
"We shall know presently," he said. "The worst of living buried in the
country is that one is out of touch with telegrams and telephones. I
told my secretary to wire directly he heard from Worham and his
partner."
"Don't let us talk about it," said Sir George in a voice that shook a
little. "Let us enjoy the beauty of the night . . . I began to wonder
what had become of you, Darnley. So you and Mary have been communing
with Nature together. You will have a cigar before you go?"
Darnley declined the offer. He did not care to stay any longer in
Mayfield's presence. And it was getting on to half-past ten, when he
had promised to meet Slight. He made his excuses and passed across the
lawn in the direction of the avenue. At the end of the rose garden he
paused to look back.
He saw the picture of the grand old house standing out in the
moonlight; he could see Mary, pale and silent, a dainty figure in
white and amber. He saw Mayfield bend familiarly to her, and the girl
draw coldly away. There was a fierce tumult in his heart, a desire to
go back and proclaim his story. He could stretch out a hand, and put
an end to all that without delay. But he preferred to wait. He was
going to win Mary, and wear her like a white rose on the shield of a
knight. He was going to bend down the barrier of her pride, and win
her for himself alone, _as_ himself, and not as a man who had the
advantages of fortune on his side.
These thoughts filled his mind as he walked down the avenue. He knew
that he had far to go before the goal was in sight. He almost walked
over a figure standing just inside the lodge gates, and his thoughts
came tumbling to earth again.
"I beg your pardon, Slight," he said. "I was miles away just now. Let
us sit on this tree stump in sight of the old house and talk things
over."
CHAPTER IV.
A LEAF FROM THE PAST