"I know it," Ralph cried. "Mary's is, in reality, a beautiful nature.
But the fires will go out one by one if the cinders are not cleared
away, so that by the time Mary comes to middle age she will be a cold
and distant woman with none to love her. This is why I have
practically turned her out of house and home. Her proper pride will
not permit her to be dependent upon anyone; you may offer her a home
here, but she will never accept it. She will elect to go, out into the
world and get her own living."
"Which she is not the least fitted to do, Ralph."
"Of course she isn't," Ralph exclaimed. "With all her courage and
pride and beauty, she has no equipment to battle with the world. And
yet it is the best thing that could happen to her. She will realise
her own helplessness, she will come to acknowledge that the
typewriting girls and the shop assistants have qualities and virtues
that she does not possess. Oh, those lovely blue eyes will come to see
at last, the mind come to learn that there is dignity in labour and
cheerfulness in the struggle that put family pride to shame. And then
Mary will be the bride for me, the noblest and sweetest mistress that
ever yet ruled at Dashwood. You may laugh at me, grandmother, but that
is my dream. Wherever Mary is, I shall not be far off, she will have a
friend in me."
Lady Dashwood's tears were falling fast now. For the first time she
fully understood the breadth and beauty of Ralph's scheme. It seemed
hard that the misfortune should fall upon Mary, and yet it was all for
the best. Still, tradition and training are not to be put lightly
aside, and the idea of Mary taking her place with the working women of
the county was a vision that caused Lady Dashwood a pang.
"Let us hope that everything will turn out right," she murmured. "I
will not betray your secret, Ralph; I am an old woman, and you are a
strong, masterful man. Still, I shall be bound to offer Mary a home
here, and I am afraid that I shall be glad if she accepts it."
"She won't," Ralph said confidently, "she is too proud. Besides, after
what has happened, she could not stay so near to Dashwood Hall.
Remember, she has reigned there, she has looked for homage as
naturally as a queen. She will go away; probably she will try to
obtain some occupation in London. Anyway, I will see that she does not
starve. And when the lesson is learned and the clouds have cleared
away----"
Ralph paused, there was a strange, tender thrill in his voice. Lady
Dashwood seemed to catch some of his enthusiasm, for a smile lighted
her face.
"You are a clever lad, my dear," she said, "you are one of those who
compel Fate to work for them. Well, it shall be as you desire, so far
as I am concerned. And now let us go down and see what the others are
doing."
Mary was nowhere to be seen, but Mr. Dashwood was in the library. He
seemed more calm and resigned now; he was reading a letter which
appeared to give him some satisfaction.