"How like your father you do speak, sir," he said. "I suppose you must
have your own way as he used to. And if I hadn't been a wicked old
rascal these things would never have happened at all. My sin has found
me out sorely."
"I am getting tired of this," Ralph said impatiently. "What sin are
you alluding to? And Lady Dashwood is always harping on the same
string. What wickedness were you two up to in the old days? What does
it mean?"
"So her ladyship has not told you, sir?" Slight asked in a whisper.
"She never told you about the old Squire and your father's first wife
Maria Edgerton? She was the daughter of a farmer across the valley.
The most beautiful creature that I ever set eyes on. Well, well, to
think that you didn't know."
"I don't know," Ralph said. "My father never spoke of his first wife.
And yet I always felt that his love for her was the passion of his
life. He was a good husband to my mother, but still--and now you are
going to tell me that story, Slight."
"Begging your pardon, sir, I'm not going to do anything of the kind,"
Slight said shortly. "I couldn't dream of doing anything of the kind
without her ladyship's permission. You ask her, and she will tell you
everything; indeed you have the right to know. And don't you worry
about the servants at the Hall, because they will do exactly as I tell
them. Make it as soon as you can, sir, for the old place doesn't seem
the same without the lovely face and the blue eyes of Miss Mary
looking after us. I'm an old man, and for over fifty years I've served
the Dashwoods faithfully, and it does seem rather hard to think that I
shall have to go on fawning and cringing to an impostor like the man
who calls himself Sir Vincent Dashwood. There won't be much of the
fine old cellar left if he stays here any time, I can tell you."
"Patience, Slight," Ralph replied. "It is only a matter of months.
Here is Miss Mary coming down the avenue. I shall look after her, I
would not have one hair of her head injured. And some day perhaps,
Slight, if the fates are good to me, you will be serving me as you
served my grandfather, with Miss Mary as mistress of Dashwood by my
side. That is my desire. Slight, that is the one great ambition of my
life. And you can keep that secret with the rest."
Ralph turned away and joined Mary as she came down the avenue. She
tried to smile, but her lips were white and unsteady.
"That is finished," she said, with a brave attempt at cheerfulness.
"It is awful to think that I shall never see the dear old place again.
But I am not going to give way, I am going to show the world how a
Dashwood can behave when trouble comes."
The girl drew up her head with an air of pride, she never seemed
quite to forget what the family required of her. It was in moments
like these that Ralph loved her least. It was this very foolish
self-consciousness that he desired to conquer.