"Oh yes it does," Connie said bluntly. "Grace Cameron is a lady, and a
great friend of mine. This commission is all that she has to live on.
I happen to know that last night she spent her last two shillings on
the peculiar tonic medicine that is needful to her. Can't you imagine
the poor girl's state of mind if those drawings had been returned?
What would _you_ do if you were the Recording Angel?"
Mary was silent. She had not looked at it in this light before. The
delicacy and tactfulness of it, the fine self-abnegation, appealed to
her strongly. With Connie, time was money, every hour she wasted
represented the loss of some necessary of life. And here she was
cheerfully spending her own golden minutes so that a poor invalid
should not lack the peace of mind necessary to her recovery. This was
a practical sermon for Mary, worked out to a womanly and logical
conclusion. If Ralph Darnley could have looked into Mary's mind now he
would have been pleased with the success of his experiment.
"Oh, how good of you," she cried, "how womanly and sweet! You are
actually sacrificing yourself for the needs of others. I should never
have thought of it."
"I shouldn't at one time," Connie admitted frankly, "but I was a
spoilt child in those days, and gave no heed to anybody but myself.
And when I came to London alone and penniless and friendless, it was
Grace Cameron who first held out a hand to me. And Grace is capable of
doing really good work. She is very different from me. If she could
only get into the country for a time and regain her strength she would
be heard of. But that is impossible!"
"Why?" Mary asked. She was deeply interested now. "Why can't she?"
"Because she helps to keep a widowed mother. One pound a week goes to
the poor old mother who is so proud of her girl's success. It is one
of the most pathetic and charming stories in the world. Mrs. Cameron
is the widow of a clergyman who left her very badly off, and Grace
came to London to gain a name with her brush. She did not succeed, but
she never let her mother know, she has always sent her something. And
that 'something' makes all the world to the dear old lady. You may
call it a deception if you like, but I call it one of the grandest
things I have ever heard of. And all the while Grace is hoping for the
name that does not come, the name that will enable her to go into the
country and turn her back upon those impossible duchesses for ever.
The story is known to a few of us, and we take it in turn now that
Grace is ill to do her work for her. I am going down to Grace's rooms
after supper, and you can come along with me if you like."