The Nether Millstone — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Nether Millstone
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The words came slowly and clear as cut steel. Calm as he was,
Darnley's tones vibrated with passion. He drew the girl towards him,
and laid his hands on her shoulders so that he could look down into
the fathomless lake of her blue eyes. Strange as it was, Mary
Dashwood did not resent that which would have been insolent
familiarity in anybody else. There was something so strong and
dominating about this man; she thrilled with a strange tenderness and
pride in the knowledge that he loved her. True, on his own confession,
he was penniless, but then he treated the loss of his money in a way
that only a strong man could assume.
"I love you, dear," he said, very gently and tenderly. "I love you,
Mary, and no words could say more. I shall live to see the ice and
pride melt from your heart, I shall live to see the beautiful
womanhood within you blossom like a rose. The day will come when you
will be prouder far to own a good man's heart than you will be to call
yourself a Dashwood. You may frown, but I feel certain that my words
will come true. And, meanwhile, I am afraid that there is no hope at
all for me, my dear."
"It is impossible," Mary said coldly. Yet her voice trembled and tears
came to her eyes. "Oh, I know that you are a good man and true, but
you must make allowances for me. And besides, love is only a name to
me. I owe my life to you, and believe me, I am too grateful for words.
And if the time should ever come--oh, how selfish I am. Look at your
arm. It is bruised and bleeding. It must have happened when you lifted
me from the saddle. You must come up to the house and have it attended
to at once."
"I don't think--" Darnley hesitated; "yes I will. It's really nothing.
Let me catch your horse for you and we will walk across the path
together."
CHAPTER II.
DASHWOOD HALL
There were the lodge-gates at last, with the arms of the Dashwoods
carved in mossy stone, and the great iron gates from the cunning hand
of Quentin Matsys himself. Beyond, the noble elms planted in the days
of Elizabeth led to the house, a great Tudor mansion with gabled and
latticed windows covered with ivy to the quaintly carved roof-tree.
The gardens spread wide on either side; there was a thick hedge of
crimson roses bounding the park, and in its purple shade the dappled
deer reposed. Ralph Darnley drew a great breath as he took in the
splendid beauty and serenity of it all. For three hundred years the
reign of the Dashwoods had lasted, and not a stain had shown itself on
the family escutcheon all that time. Darnley could excuse all Mary's
pride.
"It is exquisitely beautiful," he said, with a queer catch in his
voice. "How vividly it recalls Tennyson's line--'a haunt of ancient
peace.' I am trying to make due allowances for your feelings, Miss
Dashwood. If I had been brought up here, my views might be the same as
yours. I love old houses."