The other Miller girl — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The other Miller girl
John Stuart Mill · en
“My baby! My baby!” she cried, and the genuine pain in the harsh voice
awaked the girl’s pity. “Has no one looked after it? O, I might have
known! I might have known!”
As she looked beseechingly at Anna, she seemed to see her for the first
time.
“Sit down, little girl,” she said, and her voice though not pleasant
was less harsh.
Pity contending with shrinking, Anna fetched a chair and seated herself
beside the table bearing the bottles and the photograph. As she fixed
her eyes on the latter, the woman in the chair gazed at her. She had
had no glimpse of youth, of young life, for more than twenty years,
and it might not have been strange if this slip of a girl with her
long-lashed demure blue eyes, her charming, peaked little face and her
riotous yellow hair that almost seemed to light up the dark chamber,
had appeared a supernatural visitant. She made an apparent effort to
collect herself, to marshal forces that had been dormant for so many
years as almost to have become non-existent.
“It was--good of you to tell me,” she croaked. “Is it--ruined?”
“O no, indeed, one side of it is as good as ever, or nearly. A marble
man could mend it up slick, I’m sure. But Mrs. Phelps’ cousin Alfred
isn’t Charley-on-the-spot any longer because he cashed in right after
he made it.”
The invalid grasped only the first sentence. “I should hate to have
it--scraped,” she said in a low voice.
“I get you. So should I,” the girl responded eagerly. “Of course you
know that it isn’t alive, but you can’t help feeling all the time just
as if it were--those darling little sticks of legs tucked in under so
naturally and all that. I shouldn’t want it scraped, either. Promise
not to let on if I tell you something?”
The invalid looked as if she would have smiled if she hadn’t long since
forgotten how.
“I promise,” she said in a voice which indicated the weary while since
she had relaxed her terrible grimness.
“Well, when I saw it, so little and cunning and helpless, and then
saw--what had happened to it, out there all alone, I just cried. I
couldn’t help it, honestly.”
As she looked at the girl, tears came to the invalid’s eyes. The hand
which held her pocket handkerchief to them was like a yellow claw, but
they were less sharp when she removed it.
“O, don’t you feel badly about it, please, please,” Anna begged. “I’ll
tell you what--I’ll clean it all up slick. I can use sand soap and all
sorts of lightning cleaners. I’ll get someone to put me wise about
cleaning marble without letting on what it’s for.”
“O, if you only would!” cried the invalid looking and speaking more
like Red-Riding-Hood’s wolf than like the girl-wife Anna had dreamed of
restoring to her husband (who might be this woman’s son or grandson).
“I hope--I didn’t frighten you?”