The other Miller girl — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The other Miller girl
John Stuart Mill · en
No one had seen the mother; but the daughter, who had answered the door
or gone out on errands, was said to be as handsome as she was haughty.
They responded to no friendly overtures, refusing entrance even to Mr.
Langley, and seemed to feel themselves superior to the place and the
people and to the cottage where they lived which was, indeed, a simple
dwelling when compared with the simplest summer homes of the wealthy.
For they were said to have been enormously wealthy and suddenly to have
found themselves penniless at the death of the husband and father who
had gambled or speculated until he had come to his last farthing. It
was understood that they were relatives or connections of the president
of the bank at Wenham, who had offered them the shelter of the cottage
in the lane.
Anna Miller attributed their desire for seclusion to grief over the
death of the husband and father rather than to pride. She couldn’t
help fearing what had evidently occurred to none other that he might
have died by his own hand, and she felt that such a shock might well
leave them too sore and sick at heart to wish to see any human being.
Nevertheless she said to herself, with an assurance that was made up
of humility and warm-heartedness as well as of vanity, that she would
somehow effect an entrance where others failed.
When she ran straight into the strange girl’s arms on the day she was
fleeing from the parsonage and the spectre she had elicited, the one
shock counteracted the other. Controlling her hysterical shuddering,
she murmured an earnest apology.
“Dear me! I might have knocked you down, butting into you that way.
You are sure I didn’t hurt you?”
“Not at all,” the girl repeated quietly, and Anna liked her voice as
much as her dark, pretty face. “But what was it?” she asked. “Was
someone or something chasing you?”
Anna smiled rather wanly as she moved back to get the support of the
stone wall which fenced the lane. “Not exactly, unless it was a ghost,”
she said in her usual droll way. “Sit down here, won’t you, and I’ll
tell you about it.”
“I mustn’t stop,” the girl said nervously. “I only thought--you needed
help.”
“So I do, the worst way. Honest, I’m like a rag. My knees shake and----”
The stranger sat down on the wall beside her and put her arm about
her shelteringly. Anna leaned against her gratefully and closed her
eyes for a few moments. The older girl gazed at her wonderingly. An
hungry, almost a starved look came into the dark eyes and the arm which
supported Anna clasped her almost fiercely.
Anna opened her eyes and smiled without moving.
“You’ll think I’m a perfect baby,” she declared, “but truly I have had
a queer sort of shock.”
She sat erect and slipped down, then seated herself again. “I’m too
wobbly to walk just yet. I’ll wait a bit until I feel better or see a
waggon. I wish you felt like waiting with me?”
The other girl’s brow puckered in a slight frown. Anna introduced
herself.