The other Miller girl — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The other Miller girl
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Anna felt she should have run from this house also had not the daughter
appeared at this moment with a tray containing a cup of tea and a plate
of biscuit. She took it gratefully and in her nervousness scalded her
throat so that tears came to her eyes. It would have been easy to burst
into tears, and the girl resolutely studied the pattern of the napkin.
So doing, she noticed that it was of the finest damask she had ever
seen but was apparently old for it was darned and patched. Somehow,
she had never heard of patching napkins. But she felt Mrs. Lorraine’s
piercing eyes upon her and transferred her attention to the silver
spoon which was also old, very thin and exceedingly fine.
“They were my grandmother’s, and I kept the dozen. They were too thin
and worn to be worth anything,” Mrs. Lorraine declared in the manner of
challenge. And Anna felt that she could endure no longer. Gulping down
the tea, she rose to her feet.
“I must be going,” she said and turning to the daughter thanked her for
the refreshment.
“I feel so much better,” she said. “I----”
Pausing, she gazed wistfully at the girl who seemed sweeter and gentler
in contrast with her mother’s haughtiness, and to whom Anna’s heart
went out warmly. It seemed as if she couldn’t leave her without pledge
of another meeting. But when she asked if she might call for her on the
morrow to go to church, Mrs. Lorraine said that she and her daughter
did not go out.
“Just the same, I am sure there were tears in that sweet girl’s eyes,”
Anna told Miss Penny that evening. “She is all ready to be friendly,
but what can she do with that terrible old woman. And yet--I’m sorry
for her, too, poor thing!”
“I suppose she doesn’t like to appear out after being so rich, though
they must have some of their fine clothes left,” returned Miss Penny.
“But it may be their carriage, you know, though for that matter I don’t
know why even people with a coachman and footmen should care to drive
to church when it’s only across the way--that is, it’s cross-wise from
the parsonage and there’s only one house between the parsonage and the
lane, and Reuben’s father didn’t have to start until the last minute,
though he was always there, of course, to begin to play before the
opening of service. And there’s no barn for the carriage and where
would they put the coachman?”