The other Miller girl — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The other Miller girl
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Surprised and delighted, the girl complied. Not at all a scholar, Anna
Miller nevertheless gleaned all sorts of riches from text books that
are desert wastes to the majority of young folk. And now, relating the
history of the Helvetians so far as she had followed it, in the graphic
account Julius Caesar gives of the unhappy impulse towards migration of
these people pent up in an inland island, she made it as interesting as
a fairy tale to a child. Mrs. Langley listened spell-bound. And though
Anna was disappointed to have her hark back to her usual subject, even
the momentary interest in something foreign to it counted for something.
“It must have been hardest of all for them to leave their graveyards
behind them,” she murmured, “for mothers to leave their babies’ graves.”
“And widows their husbands’,” Anna added. “And yet, Mrs. Langley,
there’s worse than that. Now my friend that I am going back to the city
to see lost her husband in the summer and now she’s sick herself, and
there’s her baby. If she should--well, it must be no end harder for one
to think of dying and leaving one’s baby alone in the world than to
move away from somewhere and leave the grave of a baby whose soul is
all safe.”
“Your friend must be older than you, Anna,” Mrs. Langley observed
irrelevantly.
“Two years, but we were the best of friends. She was at the ribbons
with me at Mason and Martin’s and Joe was at the soda fountain. He was
the nicest boy--and the thinnest! My goodness! Matches would seem as
big as the pillars of the Squire Bennet place at Wenham compared with
his legs. He and Bessy were married and went to housekeeping in two
rooms and were happy as kings. Joe was sick after a while and Bessy
came back to work beside me. Then the baby came and Joe went back to
work before he was able. He looked so bum they wouldn’t have him at the
soda fountain but put him in the stock-room where his poor phiz, that
looked for all the world like an interrogation point, wouldn’t queer
the whole concern. It must have been awfully hard for him there, but he
stuck it out until last August when he died. And now poor Bessy thinks
she’s dying and wants to see me.”
“I hate to have you go,” said the invalid with some warmth, and even
thought to ask who was going with her.
“O, I’m going by my lone. I’m good for it. But I think I will put up my
hair so as to look more responsible.”
“O Anna, don’t do that. I wouldn’t have you do that for the world!”
cried Mrs. Langley. “I like it just as it is. You see it is just the
colour my baby’s would have been and I was in hopes hers would be
curly, too. I should never have braided hers, though.”
Anna forgot that she ought to be on her way home and pulled her braid
over her shoulder and looked at it admiringly.
“I wish you would undo it and let me see it all spread out,” Mrs.
Langley said almost eagerly. And Anna was more than ready to gratify
her curiosity.